Ouch.. well, hopefully it doesn't lead to an infection or something, better have it checked out if possible

That sounds awful, hope it' s not too serious :[ ..

YEEES please!!

Whatever you find fun or think it can be fun, and as hard as it is, do not focus on how "good" it looks, it can take away the fun from it and would also make the result worse
It' s not an immediate fix, it still takes time, but it' s better than falling into a spiral of constant "I gotta study more"