Feeling like your family would be better off if you had died during surgery because the life insurance would solve they problems and you would no longer be a burden is a dark terrible place. You don’t want to die, but you feel so worthless that you can’t stop thinking about how maybe you should have

I think that landlords who use self help eviction practices such as turning off utilities or locking tenants out should be held criminally liable. There is a huge power difference, and tenants are pretty much left to figure out their rights on their own. In many cases there is no help.

Thanksgiving is my least favorite holiday. The only traditional food I enjoy is stuffing. I don’t want to cook and clean. The family I want to be with lives with me. Domino’s Pizza is closed.

But really I wish my mom were still here.

Be aware