i cant believe you think you dont deserve me as well... you are by far the most loving, caring person i have ever met. there is no way i could ever repay the love and kindness you have showed me in just a month in my entire lifetime- but i want to make an attempt at it.

after years of being considered ugly. your lies mean NOTHING to me in the face of the kindness and love you showed me throughout our relationship.

i still love you. i dont care if you`re named charlie, clovurr or xai as long as you`re still YOU <3

i cant dm you here, so add me back on discord. i know how much you love me and i know you cant bear the fact you lied to me, but i love you too. so very very much.

you were the first boy to ever be this kind to me... you made me feel loved and cherished and you made me finally confident in my body

hey xai, its me, finlay.

i havent been entirely honest with you either and we need to talk. i love you so much and i dont give a shit what mask you wear, i dont give a shit that you pretended to be clovurrr. i loved YOU. your cuteness, your compliments, your chubby cheeks and your silly emojis.

+ if you wanna feel old, i was in primary school (british version of elementary school) when MH came out.

thank god for nightmind for getting me into marble hornets.