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@firmanasa.bsky.social
What am I doing. Why am I still here. What's the point of staying if I don't see any meaning of it.
March 28, 2025 at 6:55 PM
What am I doing. Why am I still here. What's the point of staying if I don't see any meaning of it.
My fault for having feelings. I'm trying to kill all of them.
March 21, 2025 at 3:25 AM
My fault for having feelings. I'm trying to kill all of them.
Nothing will ever change in the future. I'll still be the piece of shit no one cares about
March 21, 2025 at 12:46 AM
Nothing will ever change in the future. I'll still be the piece of shit no one cares about
Nothing but a worthless piece of shit
March 21, 2025 at 12:43 AM
Nothing but a worthless piece of shit
I wish I had never existed
March 21, 2025 at 12:34 AM
I wish I had never existed
I still wish I could do one last thing that would make me proud of myself.
March 7, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I still wish I could do one last thing that would make me proud of myself.
I just need to keep pressing on just a little bit more.
March 7, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I just need to keep pressing on just a little bit more.
Whatever. It will all be gone soon anyway. Thought I've learnt my lesson. But I kept falling back to the same hole.
March 7, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Whatever. It will all be gone soon anyway. Thought I've learnt my lesson. But I kept falling back to the same hole.
I wanted to believe that I've been trying my hardest to focus on improving myself so that somehow "I love myself". I don't even know if this is a thing, but apparently that's how people should be. I still see nothing but a disgusting piece of shit. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough.
March 7, 2025 at 3:50 AM
I wanted to believe that I've been trying my hardest to focus on improving myself so that somehow "I love myself". I don't even know if this is a thing, but apparently that's how people should be. I still see nothing but a disgusting piece of shit. Maybe I haven't tried hard enough.
I think I've been wishing that I can be someone special to the people that I hold dearest. Like, someone unreplaceable to them, and they also feel the same way towards me like I feel towards them.
March 7, 2025 at 3:43 AM
I think I've been wishing that I can be someone special to the people that I hold dearest. Like, someone unreplaceable to them, and they also feel the same way towards me like I feel towards them.
I've been making it worse for everyone by existing in the same space or just interacting with them.
March 7, 2025 at 3:36 AM
I've been making it worse for everyone by existing in the same space or just interacting with them.
I don't see any point in me still being here. Not a single thing will change even if I'm gone.
March 7, 2025 at 3:35 AM
I don't see any point in me still being here. Not a single thing will change even if I'm gone.
Disgusting piece of shit. Just shut up and be gone
February 15, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Disgusting piece of shit. Just shut up and be gone
It's been a lot easier to decide how I want it to end
January 30, 2025 at 8:35 AM
It's been a lot easier to decide how I want it to end
It's a lot easier to process everything when you realize no one really cares about you.
January 30, 2025 at 8:34 AM
It's a lot easier to process everything when you realize no one really cares about you.
peel off your disgusting and ugly face
January 20, 2025 at 10:22 PM
peel off your disgusting and ugly face
you deserve to die alone in the most horrible and painful way
January 20, 2025 at 7:09 PM
you deserve to die alone in the most horrible and painful way
disgusting piece of shit
January 20, 2025 at 7:05 PM
disgusting piece of shit