Feyfey
@feyyorii.bsky.social
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I love my MY boyfriend
I'm sure there won't always be sunshine
I love my MY boyfriend
I'm sure there won't always be sunshine
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Feyfey
@feyyorii.bsky.social
· 19d
If you know me, dni unless I gave you permission to look on here. I want my boundaries respected
I shouldn't be this mad. I know that when I inevitably talk to him again, I'll see something I know is regretful. I guess I hate hating him, if that makes sense. I wish nothing ever happened, then I wouldn't have to battle these feelings
January 11, 2026 at 12:46 AM
I shouldn't be this mad. I know that when I inevitably talk to him again, I'll see something I know is regretful. I guess I hate hating him, if that makes sense. I wish nothing ever happened, then I wouldn't have to battle these feelings
I should just kill myself and get rid of this disgusting body. There's no point living in something I'm constantly uncomfortable in
January 11, 2026 at 12:43 AM
I should just kill myself and get rid of this disgusting body. There's no point living in something I'm constantly uncomfortable in
I hate him. I want A to hate him like I do so I'll atleast be valid in my feelings. When I look at him, sometimes all I can see is the weirdo who wanted to date me when I was younger. Why is it like this and why can't I possibly tell anyone it hurts this badly
January 11, 2026 at 12:43 AM
I hate him. I want A to hate him like I do so I'll atleast be valid in my feelings. When I look at him, sometimes all I can see is the weirdo who wanted to date me when I was younger. Why is it like this and why can't I possibly tell anyone it hurts this badly
He told me his dick size, wanted to go on a date and hold hands, asked if I liked being choked during sex, constantly made jokes about my body. I was like 12 or 13. He's turning 19 this year
January 11, 2026 at 12:42 AM
He told me his dick size, wanted to go on a date and hold hands, asked if I liked being choked during sex, constantly made jokes about my body. I was like 12 or 13. He's turning 19 this year
And now I feel as though if I'm not getting constantly talked sexually to or groomed I'm not loved enough or cared about. I fucking hate it. I hate it so much. I want to scream at them and tell them what disgusting fat perverts they are
January 11, 2026 at 12:40 AM
And now I feel as though if I'm not getting constantly talked sexually to or groomed I'm not loved enough or cared about. I fucking hate it. I hate it so much. I want to scream at them and tell them what disgusting fat perverts they are
I'm so sick and tired of guys on the internet grooming me. I can't have a normal relationship with any man online. They're all the exact same deep down. Give attention and words then they'll magically forget your age. No wonder he doesn't like hearing it
January 11, 2026 at 12:38 AM
I'm so sick and tired of guys on the internet grooming me. I can't have a normal relationship with any man online. They're all the exact same deep down. Give attention and words then they'll magically forget your age. No wonder he doesn't like hearing it
Atleast with W I could openly tell others I was groomed. But with S, there's no one to turn to. Plus I feel like it was somewhat my fault.
January 11, 2026 at 12:37 AM
Atleast with W I could openly tell others I was groomed. But with S, there's no one to turn to. Plus I feel like it was somewhat my fault.
Deep in my heart I'll never forgive you S.
January 11, 2026 at 12:21 AM
Deep in my heart I'll never forgive you S.
Atleast I watched skip and loafer today to pass time. And atleast I was able to talk to him. I love him so much my heart hurts
January 9, 2026 at 11:58 PM
Atleast I watched skip and loafer today to pass time. And atleast I was able to talk to him. I love him so much my heart hurts
I fucking hate my autism. I hate having to take meds. I hate being pitied. I hate others pretending they understand. I hate not going to school. I hate needing help with every little activity. I hate being unable to do anything because of my social battery. I hate being anxious all the time.
January 9, 2026 at 11:56 PM
I fucking hate my autism. I hate having to take meds. I hate being pitied. I hate others pretending they understand. I hate not going to school. I hate needing help with every little activity. I hate being unable to do anything because of my social battery. I hate being anxious all the time.
My biggest fear is to die somewhere I won't be found. But still, I don't want others to worry or miss me to a point where it hurts. And yet I want to die
January 9, 2026 at 11:53 PM
My biggest fear is to die somewhere I won't be found. But still, I don't want others to worry or miss me to a point where it hurts. And yet I want to die
I wish I could stay 14 forever. I don't want to carry the responsibility of working and taking care of myself in the future. I have no goals in life, I freeze up when others speak about their future occupations. I hate it. I don't want to be like this
January 9, 2026 at 11:52 PM
I wish I could stay 14 forever. I don't want to carry the responsibility of working and taking care of myself in the future. I have no goals in life, I freeze up when others speak about their future occupations. I hate it. I don't want to be like this
I want kind words from him right now, but I don't wanna be a burden. Neither do I want to seem mentally unstable. I've acted like my life is easy and smooth sailing for as long as I've known them. If he finds out, I'm scared he'll think of me differently.
January 9, 2026 at 11:50 PM
I want kind words from him right now, but I don't wanna be a burden. Neither do I want to seem mentally unstable. I've acted like my life is easy and smooth sailing for as long as I've known them. If he finds out, I'm scared he'll think of me differently.
I feel so useless on days like these. Like I'm a waste of space and passing time doing nothing at all.
January 9, 2026 at 11:49 PM
I feel so useless on days like these. Like I'm a waste of space and passing time doing nothing at all.
"Are you almost finished?" An exhausted Evelyn asks, her shirt collar stretched out to no return. "Mmmgfhghh." Astra mumbles into her neck, fangs grazing the bruised skin. Her incoherent rambling is only met with a frustrated groan.
"You're so stubborn, Astra." She sighs, tugging at the back of—
"You're so stubborn, Astra." She sighs, tugging at the back of—
January 7, 2026 at 1:41 PM
"Are you almost finished?" An exhausted Evelyn asks, her shirt collar stretched out to no return. "Mmmgfhghh." Astra mumbles into her neck, fangs grazing the bruised skin. Her incoherent rambling is only met with a frustrated groan.
"You're so stubborn, Astra." She sighs, tugging at the back of—
"You're so stubborn, Astra." She sighs, tugging at the back of—
"Do I creep you out" but I find comfort in young girl characters who are being groomed by an older man
January 1, 2026 at 3:29 PM
"Do I creep you out" but I find comfort in young girl characters who are being groomed by an older man
Why did I only just now figure out that the lyric in last Christmas isn't "a man undercover but you turn me on" it's "a man undercover but you tear me apart hello?? Who was gonna tell me??
December 26, 2025 at 7:02 AM
Why did I only just now figure out that the lyric in last Christmas isn't "a man undercover but you turn me on" it's "a man undercover but you tear me apart hello?? Who was gonna tell me??
I feel like I made the wrong choice
December 25, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I feel like I made the wrong choice
Right as I was reading yaoi my music paused to give me an ad about a therapist place nearby ok
December 25, 2025 at 12:29 PM
Right as I was reading yaoi my music paused to give me an ad about a therapist place nearby ok
Hopefully I'll be able to get that new mic soon
December 24, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Hopefully I'll be able to get that new mic soon
I hate how I've been molded to enjoy sexual comments more than sincere praise. I find more happiness in overly sweet, or sexual compliments instead of the small meaningful things
December 24, 2025 at 5:41 PM
I hate how I've been molded to enjoy sexual comments more than sincere praise. I find more happiness in overly sweet, or sexual compliments instead of the small meaningful things
If you know me, dni unless I gave you permission to look on here. I want my boundaries respected
December 23, 2025 at 12:14 AM
If you know me, dni unless I gave you permission to look on here. I want my boundaries respected