Alex
@fermafrog.bsky.social
Okay, just need a distraction, please.. But fuck, I hate living so much, I want to try to slit my wrists
February 6, 2026 at 3:53 PM
Okay, just need a distraction, please.. But fuck, I hate living so much, I want to try to slit my wrists
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
February 6, 2026 at 3:53 PM
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I feel really bad, I feel really bad
February 6, 2026 at 3:50 PM
I feel really bad, I feel really bad
I want to die again, but at least I have a blade
February 6, 2026 at 3:50 PM
I want to die again, but at least I have a blade
I tried to make today a good day, but as usual it only got worse
February 6, 2026 at 3:49 PM
I tried to make today a good day, but as usual it only got worse
I just need time, come on Alex, you can
February 5, 2026 at 6:59 PM
I just need time, come on Alex, you can
If people survive, I can too. I'm not stupid, I just need time
February 5, 2026 at 6:59 PM
If people survive, I can too. I'm not stupid, I just need time
I need to be reasonable, I will succeed. It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay
February 5, 2026 at 6:59 PM
I need to be reasonable, I will succeed. It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay
Okay, I really need to get myself together. I can't just sit around crying and keep ruining my life like I'm some kind of idiot
February 5, 2026 at 6:58 PM
Okay, I really need to get myself together. I can't just sit around crying and keep ruining my life like I'm some kind of idiot
The funny thing is that I haven't bought cigarettes or drugs for a long time because I'm too lazy and afraid to go outside. My laziness saves me from harming my health, I do not know if I should be happy
February 5, 2026 at 6:57 PM
The funny thing is that I haven't bought cigarettes or drugs for a long time because I'm too lazy and afraid to go outside. My laziness saves me from harming my health, I do not know if I should be happy
Because it can't be stopped, otherwise I'll just slide lower and lower
February 5, 2026 at 6:56 PM
Because it can't be stopped, otherwise I'll just slide lower and lower
God, I miss cigarettes to calm myself down
I need something to calm me down, anything
I need something to calm me down, anything
February 5, 2026 at 6:56 PM
God, I miss cigarettes to calm myself down
I need something to calm me down, anything
I need something to calm me down, anything
I've been whining a lot lately, I need to get myself together and finally stop experiencing stupid emotions
February 5, 2026 at 6:55 PM
I've been whining a lot lately, I need to get myself together and finally stop experiencing stupid emotions
It's all my fault, I need to be better.
February 5, 2026 at 6:54 PM
It's all my fault, I need to be better.
I have everyone already tired of me. I have too many flaws, it's impossible to communicate with me
February 5, 2026 at 6:54 PM
I have everyone already tired of me. I have too many flaws, it's impossible to communicate with me
Everyone probably hates me, or thinks it's pathetic. Even knowing that no one will ever see it, I am very ashamed
February 5, 2026 at 6:53 PM
Everyone probably hates me, or thinks it's pathetic. Even knowing that no one will ever see it, I am very ashamed
normal and good people work, not lie around feeling sorry for themselves
February 5, 2026 at 6:52 PM
normal and good people work, not lie around feeling sorry for themselves
I hate complaining because it's stupid. Strong people don't cry all day Like fucking whores
February 5, 2026 at 6:51 PM
I hate complaining because it's stupid. Strong people don't cry all day Like fucking whores
Not now because I have to take the train soon, but anyway
February 5, 2026 at 6:49 PM
Not now because I have to take the train soon, but anyway
I'll probably have to live for now, but I want to try to hang myself a little later
February 5, 2026 at 6:49 PM
I'll probably have to live for now, but I want to try to hang myself a little later
As soon as I get a chance to get a gun, I want to shoot myself
February 5, 2026 at 6:48 PM
As soon as I get a chance to get a gun, I want to shoot myself
I do not know how to kill myself, but I want to
February 5, 2026 at 6:48 PM
I do not know how to kill myself, but I want to
I don't want anyone to ever see this side of me, I truly hate myself
February 5, 2026 at 6:47 PM
I don't want anyone to ever see this side of me, I truly hate myself