✧ Alex 💣・゚
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fer3in.bsky.social
✧ Alex 💣・゚
@fer3in.bsky.social
▹ hallo, i'm alex or freddie! he/they, trans, 20
▹ INTJ . 5w6 . 538 // choleric-melancholic
▹ carrd — fer3in.carrd.co
▹ digital artist, writer
▹ current fandoms: Chess the musical, FNaF, Warriors, Heathers
▹ 🔞 NSFW acc — @lustful-gambit.bsky.social
and i want to say for other people, suffering from pointless hatred and humiliation. not only trans, not even only queers! it's devastating how many people can't just be free... i hope someday the society will open their eyes.

but for now... dont't give up and be yourself!
November 29, 2023 at 11:58 PM
they except me absolutely, they don't demand to fit the norms of conservatism. they value the real me.

i love you. 💕
November 29, 2023 at 11:57 PM
all my scars show my way. too long i was choking my true identity, so now i will not cut myself for some stranger's comfort. my life belongs only to me. and i'm the grandmaster here.

i am insanly happy thanks to my loved ones.
November 29, 2023 at 11:57 PM
✨ i am transgender, i am nonbinary, i am who I really am. ✨
November 29, 2023 at 11:57 PM
i almost f*cking died because i felt wrong. and now when i'm finally feeling better some dumbs dare to say "she's just having an episode"?

hell, no.
November 29, 2023 at 11:56 PM
i went through a lot and will never again submit to someone’s desires just to be comfortable.

i suffered from dysphoria from an early age, I felt out of place. i was burning from tantrums and tortured myself both mentally and physically from hatred of my appearance, personality, everything.
November 29, 2023 at 11:56 PM
i will not bow to some randoms' convenience. i will not "accept" my birth gender.

my gender, my identity — is only my own choice. no one don't have even a single right to tell me who to be, no one couldn't know wnat's in my head.
November 29, 2023 at 11:56 PM
uhh... if you knew how much i'm tired of this... i don't ask pity for me, i don't need it, but... to turn heat down i want to talk a little 'bout myself.

right now i'm firmly confident in my identity. i'm almost a fully formed person, and i have enough background to tell that with determination.
November 29, 2023 at 11:56 PM
don't have courage to say calmly you're complaint in face — then shut the f*ck up.

btw, that post with hate on me was published anonimously :) baby pissed their pants, yikes, how saaad.
November 29, 2023 at 11:55 PM
it's banal rudeness and direct insult. if someone's gender for whatever reason huffs you (which is, honestly, weird and kinda selfish, especially if there's no logical reason), then simply don't contact with that person. no talking behind back either.
November 29, 2023 at 11:55 PM
one thing that drove me feral — commentaries were fully misgendering me. believe me, you don't know how much i'm pissed off. there's no words to descride it. but i think other trans-persons will understand me... sadly. misgendering person on purpose is just hideous.
November 29, 2023 at 11:55 PM
there's no meaning if the hatred is shared. so all that pile of lousy sh*t: terf, homophobes, any other transphobes, sexist, racist and etc. — go to hell. go away from me and my relatives. 'cause i will tear apart anyone, who will insult my loved ones. and they will do the same for me.
November 29, 2023 at 11:54 PM
i hate any radical movement no matter if it regards quirphobia or other important aspects of my/other's lives. and i won't tolerate if such individuals will come close to me or my close people.
November 29, 2023 at 11:54 PM
yeah, it's hard to be slow-witted in modern society when where's so much useful and correct information, and you're still thinking in such medieval terms.

i despise terf/fart or other transphobes and openly express pure rage to this kind of "people".
November 29, 2023 at 11:54 PM
i'm convinced once again that some individuals' brain convolutions stopped working somewhere at the beginning of puberty, which is why the narrowness of their thinking causes exclusively condescending pity.
November 29, 2023 at 11:53 PM
and i will not reject my identity for someone's air-built painful perception that there's more than two genders.

"why such thoughts?" you may ask. well, a few days ago my partner find out what i got publishly disgraced 'cause of my transgender. how sweet.
November 29, 2023 at 11:53 PM
guten abend, meine freunde. i want to spill out my hatred and also share disgusting situation that happened to me. this august i've published my meet the artist on other platform (it hadn't english lettering, so it wasn't here). i've pridly anounced myself as trans and nb.
November 29, 2023 at 11:53 PM