My guess is the estrogen has been fighting with me for a long ass time. So I started developing traits worse. But it should not have been giving me worse androgenizing effects. FML.

I think i’m gonna just jump the gun and ask for hormonal testing because I cant keep doing this. I need to be on something else this makes me so insanely sick.

I’m literally so tired all the time and I get sick so easily. I felt so much better when I wasn’t having problems again.

An endocrinology consult. Considering I got dropped last year that I am intersex. I need like actual HRT not supplementing estrogen and praying it goes away. i’m gonna be honest I think the estrogen I got introduced to at 15 fucked with me really bad. Soooo I need genetic testing.

I FORGOT

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I DID NOT SEE THIS. But yea.

Coming back to this. Could absolutely be mixed gonadal dysgenesis too.

STOP IT ME

I found a adult centered variation diagram yesterday and was like. HOLY SHIT. Okay yeah. Because most references for this stuff is INFANT GENITAL MUTILIATION or higher stages of it. I literally for my variation its so debated and almost never seen at birth. So I went crazy for months going WTFFFFF.

I think I just hate my perisex exes acting like they know what the fuck it is when theres SO MANY DIFFERENT VARIATIONS. I love you intersex tumblr for giving actual info and not misinformation and giving ACTUAL advice and how to navigate this shit. I most definitely have mild clitoromegaly.

My guess right now is 46 xx. Meaning CAH. I most likely have simple virilizing cah. But if I get karotyped i’m worried doctors will treat me like a science experiment. I love being intersex and I feel comfortable in my identity now I have a name for what happened to me.

Clitoromegaly. I had virlization at birth so I think I have some form of CAH or NCAH/LONCAH. Idk why my ex likes to call me a cis woman when thats not true. I try to not think of it too much because the thought of my igm honestly upsets me. But i hate how normalized igm is. Idk what even happened.

I will line this when i get home SOBS IM AT WORK I WANNA GO HOME AND DRAW

Better quality on twitter I guess. Shocking. Might upload to e6 later.

What in the world happened to the quality ?