"O Último Van Gogh". É a primeira coisa que eu faço oficialmente como parte do Coletivo Lidimista. É sobre como eu e outros artistas da minha geração não teremos nem o benefício do tempo para nos dar algum reconhecimento póstumo, como aconteceu com o Vincent, porque acabarão com o mundo antes. #art

Logo logo vou precisar trocar a placa de vídeo desse protetor solar.

Fiz uma arte nova, porque ser ignorado nunca é demais.
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Did a new art, because why not be ignored a little more?

Essa noite está me testando fodamente

| A Dança dos Reflexocenários |

Sobre estar no momento + difícil de sempre na minha depressão, com a minha cabeça presa em uma dança entre a sombra e a luz.

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#arte #artedigital #saudemental

Is it me, or it's VERY hard for a Software Engineer to find a meaningful job? I would be so happy codding for a company that does something good for the world (animal rights, the environment, mental health, etc.), but I need to pay bills to survive, so I need to do useless stuff that pays enough.

The worst depressive crisis I've ever had combined with the symptoms of my neurodivergences. Everything becomes a task that demands too much effort. Lately, hate has been a good friend, it's here because it still believes in me and doesn't want to accept that I end up the way I am right now.

So you have a burnout at work, your depression is at an all-time low and you use your vacation days to try to recover a little. But, suddenly, one of the company's directors starts sending you messages on WhatsApp talking about projects he needs you to work on your return. Capitalism is fantastic.

My dog passed away last night. It's strange how life makes even less sense when you lose someone important. Getting older means losing more and more, maybe death in old age isn't that scary, maybe it's a cure for our emptiness.

So finally I'm in a social network at the same time as everyone and not when everything is already a complete chaos