I'm sorry
Please, don't be expecting anything from me now.. till further notice, because I genuinely need to think about the stuff I've done.. and many I've hurted

I'm sorry to those have hurt, those who have faith in me, those who given me a second chance. I don't deserve your forgiveness this time, because it's something I can never forgive myself for it.

Just saying this because I won't be returning back, till I fully know I'm ready... But for now, I can't be around any social, something I should've done a long time, but completely ignore it and continue on.

I'm not saying this to look sorry, I genuinely deserve everything that's thrown at my, my own disgusting, foolish actions lead to my own downfall and a deeper grave.

I know a lot just support me for my artwork, but I know I've completely disappointed and hurted those who wanted to see the better version of me.

I should've listen to those telling me to leave the internet for my well being, should've listen to those who told me to log off and continue my remaining year, improving myself, I was completely ignorant and let my fear of loneliness get to me

I've lied to a lot, I've ended up hurting soo many... And I'm genuinely sorry for letting those who still had faith in me down.

Too big heh uwu