Woke up a dumb bitch before 10am today🤡

I am a forest and a night of dark trees something something blah blah blah Nietzsche Nietzsche Nietzsche

Woke up to a beautiful, bright, cold day and now I’m gonna go out and buy a bagel and an iced butterscotch latte. That dopamine rush about to go crazyyyyy

Music just sounds way better past midnight idk

I know running from your problems and feelings isn’t the answer but damn I wish I could run away to Germany right now and spend time with Taliha. At the very least it would help me decompress I think?

Is this an avoidant attachment thing???😭

I’ve been talking to my friends again after literal months of silence and it feels so wonderful but I’m scared it won’t last and that I’ll get in my own way again. I don’t want to pull away from people again

I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately… I just feel so erratic and wayyyy into my own head

I’ve been yapping too much on IG so I thought it’d be better to yap into the void on here where no one has to be put through that lol

I need to post on here more. So let me start by saying: Man fuck this country lmao

Would LOVE to go on a pleasant chilly autumn walk but the earth is COOKED and it’s fucking 77°F at the end of fucking OCTOBER

It’s so quiet here😌

@parpali.bsky.social I love you❤️