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Sorry if my account got "too dark". I don't have many people to speak to about my feelings. I'm too protective about every person I know, trying to separate them from my struggles. Here, there's no individual person, more like a void, like I'm tossing things into a lake.

Most often from seeing other people's friendships, adventures at cons, other events. For me despite being "close", it feels completely out of reach. I'm not sure if furry fandom is a place I'd belong, but I can't give myself a chance to connect, thus remaining "outside".