Just keep getting your feelings out, I don't know when that, "it will get easier" day will come for you. It's harder bc you shared a place, so that was your daily norm of being w her. Time will heal, but right now you're in mourning, and it takes TIME.
Keep us posted.

It was really bad, and I got a fan that wasn't blowing it out fast enough, I could see it coming back.
I was worried about the pets too, they got in the office window.
Oh I was woken by 🚁, an Alhambra PD, in a chase & a female pass (ejected) both died. It was super sad.
🫂 2 u & 🐈‍⬛🐈

Not at all.

Ty Bob, enjoying the lite rain w the front door open. My wife turned the wall heater on early, I was in the office. I smelled a burning candle. It was 🔋 operated, that rolled under the heater. Melted/smoke soon followed Opened up most windows. Whew, i needed my inhaler. Still stinky.

Only the best idiots, that the correct def

Yeah, won't be watching, and it will please me to see their ratings tank, course he'll say they were the 'strongest' ratings ever. Shame on those who participate.