i'm starting to learn how to draw again x 3,14
will take years to improve

i have to fight with this on my own now @_@ ugh again i'm very happy they disappeared from my life.
and whats left are people who are really really nice and understanding T_T i'm super happy yet i'm still scared this might happen again. i hope it will not happen again

turns out they arent that respectable... just because they have excellent law degree doesnt mean they are nice all the time. i'm super glad they left my favorite place. i wish they never come back here anymore. sure i was wrong but they can choose not to doxx and make up rumors about me.

idk i was a victim of bully and cyberbully and i've become very sensitive to people. i could not believe that people who i once respected didnt respect me as i thought they were... i put too much expectation on myself "oh this person is nice and know things i dont know so i need to respect them"

thank you, happy 2026 to you too 🎉

i think i havent seen you for such a long time... long time no see! i will try to be active here more haha

a bit soppy haha. i just want to let it out on a sketch