lilya || NEGATIVE SANITY
@fancifulily.bsky.social
call me lilya. project moon fan who's low on both hp and sp. studying sinology. carefree personal acc, feel free to interact!! || she/they 27
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the thing is, my long term friends witnessed firsthand how much ive improved, but people who have met me recently have no idea of that progress. so they see someone whos broken and judge me just from that, not knowing the immense efforts to stand where i am rn (and how muchhh worse i was)
November 13, 2025 at 8:43 PM
the thing is, my long term friends witnessed firsthand how much ive improved, but people who have met me recently have no idea of that progress. so they see someone whos broken and judge me just from that, not knowing the immense efforts to stand where i am rn (and how muchhh worse i was)
im having a bit of a crisis rn so dont mind if im making strange posts 💀💀 just look away kindly and try not to judge me too much if possible (it helps letting things out even if they dont represent my usual self)
November 13, 2025 at 8:38 PM
im having a bit of a crisis rn so dont mind if im making strange posts 💀💀 just look away kindly and try not to judge me too much if possible (it helps letting things out even if they dont represent my usual self)
im questioning if im not allowed friendship because of my mental health issues, but then it sounds very unfair bc i am doing my best!! and i shouldnt have to be alone
November 13, 2025 at 8:35 PM
im questioning if im not allowed friendship because of my mental health issues, but then it sounds very unfair bc i am doing my best!! and i shouldnt have to be alone
do any of yall have any hear me out characters (from any media!!)
November 13, 2025 at 8:14 PM
do any of yall have any hear me out characters (from any media!!)
does anyone have a thread / collection of those funny tumblr text posts (ones i can use to tag characters to make memes)
November 13, 2025 at 3:49 PM
does anyone have a thread / collection of those funny tumblr text posts (ones i can use to tag characters to make memes)
yeahh sure 😘😘
November 13, 2025 at 12:57 PM
yeahh sure 😘😘
wait i got a very fun question to ask ill ask it during the hours where more ppl are awake hehe >:3
November 13, 2025 at 11:39 AM
wait i got a very fun question to ask ill ask it during the hours where more ppl are awake hehe >:3
doing a deep clean of my room w my sister, pretty fun so far :3
November 13, 2025 at 9:37 AM
doing a deep clean of my room w my sister, pretty fun so far :3
[mind you my post isn't even about today's events on pmtwt im talking about things regarding the past 2 years on there as a whole.]
November 12, 2025 at 3:58 PM
[mind you my post isn't even about today's events on pmtwt im talking about things regarding the past 2 years on there as a whole.]
the only way id go back to the bird app is if someone made an extension to block the entirety of pmtwt
November 12, 2025 at 3:36 PM
the only way id go back to the bird app is if someone made an extension to block the entirety of pmtwt
had a panic attack until 5 am last night, im so glad ts is over 🥹🥹🥹🥹✨
November 9, 2025 at 7:02 AM
had a panic attack until 5 am last night, im so glad ts is over 🥹🥹🥹🥹✨
Reposted by lilya || NEGATIVE SANITY
It would mean the world to me if more people perceived my stuff🥺🥺🥺 please read my one shot,,,,,
drive.google.com/file/d/1tgxC...
drive.google.com/file/d/1tgxC...
November 4, 2025 at 10:34 AM
It would mean the world to me if more people perceived my stuff🥺🥺🥺 please read my one shot,,,,,
drive.google.com/file/d/1tgxC...
drive.google.com/file/d/1tgxC...
i want to disappear
November 2, 2025 at 6:38 AM
i want to disappear
return of the negative sp next to my name
November 1, 2025 at 8:26 AM
return of the negative sp next to my name
"how emotionally stable are you" my answer is that i started genuinely sobbing when i saw one of HHPP's mili collab drinks
October 31, 2025 at 10:30 PM
"how emotionally stable are you" my answer is that i started genuinely sobbing when i saw one of HHPP's mili collab drinks
I'm Going To Set Myself On Fire
October 31, 2025 at 2:21 PM
I'm Going To Set Myself On Fire
ah hell nahhhh stop talking it aint that deep just do whatever you want and post about wanting to kick characters to the nearest wall who gaf
October 31, 2025 at 1:26 PM
ah hell nahhhh stop talking it aint that deep just do whatever you want and post about wanting to kick characters to the nearest wall who gaf
at the same time.. i do want people to know about me. it's just.. difficult to be vocal in public ..?
October 31, 2025 at 1:24 PM
at the same time.. i do want people to know about me. it's just.. difficult to be vocal in public ..?
i want to be interesting on this account but i don't like talking about my feelings and thoughts in public all that much.
October 31, 2025 at 1:17 PM
i want to be interesting on this account but i don't like talking about my feelings and thoughts in public all that much.
(taps on mic) gebunyan
October 31, 2025 at 1:04 PM
(taps on mic) gebunyan
gang ill respond properly to your answers tomorrow, my head is kinda dizzy T___T i love seeing the responses though!!
October 30, 2025 at 7:11 PM
gang ill respond properly to your answers tomorrow, my head is kinda dizzy T___T i love seeing the responses though!!
question of the dayyyyy (yay yay) do you have a favorite sephirot?
October 30, 2025 at 4:22 PM
question of the dayyyyy (yay yay) do you have a favorite sephirot?
sometimes the suffering gets too big and my whole body malfunctions with various health issues
October 30, 2025 at 6:27 AM
sometimes the suffering gets too big and my whole body malfunctions with various health issues
you need to understand that yes i love projmoon writing i love doing lore analysis and all that serious stuff but also. im in love with Everyone
October 29, 2025 at 7:31 PM
you need to understand that yes i love projmoon writing i love doing lore analysis and all that serious stuff but also. im in love with Everyone
saw twisted wonderland ep 1 and this was me anytime someone from diasomnia was on screen
a man with long hair and a beard is singing into a microphone while wearing headphones .
ALT: a man with long hair and a beard is singing into a microphone while wearing headphones .
media.tenor.com
October 29, 2025 at 5:38 PM
saw twisted wonderland ep 1 and this was me anytime someone from diasomnia was on screen