Erela Síofra 🐇✡︎
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They/fae/she | 27 | Queer 🌈 | Jewish ✡️ | ♿️ | ENG, learning 日本語 | Nerdy artist & merch collector that loves yelling about OCs & my special interests. Pls talk to me about OCs & animanga. Soon-to-be art school student!
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Dunno if I'm making any sense. It's nearly 2:30 AM & I'm tired. But these are thoughts I've definitely had.
What should I do?
What should I do?
November 16, 2025 at 8:34 AM
Dunno if I'm making any sense. It's nearly 2:30 AM & I'm tired. But these are thoughts I've definitely had.
What should I do?
What should I do?
Like PLEASE. I don't want that reminder!! It's bad for my paranoia!!
Ngl, also pretty agitated with one of my fandoms & really don't wanna touch it for a long time due to association with someone I cut out a few months ago... The thoughts are too fresh in my mind still.
Ngl, also pretty agitated with one of my fandoms & really don't wanna touch it for a long time due to association with someone I cut out a few months ago... The thoughts are too fresh in my mind still.
November 16, 2025 at 8:34 AM
Like PLEASE. I don't want that reminder!! It's bad for my paranoia!!
Ngl, also pretty agitated with one of my fandoms & really don't wanna touch it for a long time due to association with someone I cut out a few months ago... The thoughts are too fresh in my mind still.
Ngl, also pretty agitated with one of my fandoms & really don't wanna touch it for a long time due to association with someone I cut out a few months ago... The thoughts are too fresh in my mind still.
I guess the short of it would be: there is ALWAYS this nagging feeling in the back of my mind over the fact that there's former friends I've blocked that are still in my followers list (since Bsky doesn't remove followers upon blocking). I don't want that!!
November 16, 2025 at 8:34 AM
I guess the short of it would be: there is ALWAYS this nagging feeling in the back of my mind over the fact that there's former friends I've blocked that are still in my followers list (since Bsky doesn't remove followers upon blocking). I don't want that!!
Just.... I wanna move out so bad. I'm so glad I will be going to college next year; in another country at that! I'll be far away. Freedom is near!
November 6, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Just.... I wanna move out so bad. I'm so glad I will be going to college next year; in another country at that! I'll be far away. Freedom is near!
Grandma's even tried sabotaging my plans to move out for college (like interrupting me while I'm drawing, got mad when I signed up for a figure drawing workshop & refused to take me [so I needed mom to get me there]... Yeah) bc she doesn't wanna be alone
November 6, 2025 at 7:59 PM
Grandma's even tried sabotaging my plans to move out for college (like interrupting me while I'm drawing, got mad when I signed up for a figure drawing workshop & refused to take me [so I needed mom to get me there]... Yeah) bc she doesn't wanna be alone
I've always felt like I don't have much agency living here. I feel like my family's always treated me like some helpless baby or pet incapable of making decisions in spite of being 27 years old.
I'm literally gonna be 30 in 3 years & apparently my family thinks I can't make my own decisions.
I'm literally gonna be 30 in 3 years & apparently my family thinks I can't make my own decisions.
November 6, 2025 at 7:59 PM
I've always felt like I don't have much agency living here. I feel like my family's always treated me like some helpless baby or pet incapable of making decisions in spite of being 27 years old.
I'm literally gonna be 30 in 3 years & apparently my family thinks I can't make my own decisions.
I'm literally gonna be 30 in 3 years & apparently my family thinks I can't make my own decisions.
And my mom who's extremely apathetic towards everything & has a very "nothing matters" nihilistic worldview, enables my brother & has been dismissive of my concerns.
November 6, 2025 at 7:48 PM
And my mom who's extremely apathetic towards everything & has a very "nothing matters" nihilistic worldview, enables my brother & has been dismissive of my concerns.
And there's her always blasting her TV to the point I've had my ears ring a few times.
And there's my brother who's uhhhh. Got a long history of being physically violent with people & at worst getting a slap on the wrist for it. And I'd get demonized for standing up to him.
And there's my brother who's uhhhh. Got a long history of being physically violent with people & at worst getting a slap on the wrist for it. And I'd get demonized for standing up to him.
November 6, 2025 at 7:48 PM
And there's her always blasting her TV to the point I've had my ears ring a few times.
And there's my brother who's uhhhh. Got a long history of being physically violent with people & at worst getting a slap on the wrist for it. And I'd get demonized for standing up to him.
And there's my brother who's uhhhh. Got a long history of being physically violent with people & at worst getting a slap on the wrist for it. And I'd get demonized for standing up to him.
Anyway I have multiple yandere or characters with the potential to be yanderes in my harem across all of my interests. I need these freaky lil guys to worship me.
October 31, 2025 at 1:58 AM
Anyway I have multiple yandere or characters with the potential to be yanderes in my harem across all of my interests. I need these freaky lil guys to worship me.
Mom's taking me to the local college tomorrow to pick up another copy of my transcripts, but OMFG.
October 27, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Mom's taking me to the local college tomorrow to pick up another copy of my transcripts, but OMFG.
Not my fault she loses shit easily & makes it hard to find anything with all her crap lying around the house due to her hoarding!
October 27, 2025 at 4:08 AM
Not my fault she loses shit easily & makes it hard to find anything with all her crap lying around the house due to her hoarding!