I FEEL THAT. sometimes just doing little daily readings can be fun & make the process easier over time

they're so beautiful though and it'd give me Something to show I'm serious & offering respect. I don't feel comfortable establishing Deity work before I can have a place for them physically

Thank you so much Rei!! That's so sweet of you to say and I really appreciate you commenting. 🫶🏼 I'd hate to follow someone out of the blue if they don't know me but I'm So open to meeting anyone who feels & has experience with these things

IM TRYING NOT TO BE EMBARRASSED and that's the worst part!! everytime I open up to someone, I preface it by saying "it's ok to laugh at me!" as if that'll lessen any ridicule aimed at me. I hate how self conscious I feel because my change in beliefs is very. Different for me. augh