AND I WAS HIGHER THAN A KITE

anyways. I'm sorry I crashed out like that and went rogue. I just don't know how anyone is meant to navigate the worst of people twice a week, and people who think your time and grace is owed tot hem bc you're in a discord server together, or just bc you're 'oomf's.

I didn't like thinking "Who fucked up now" every time I got a discord dm for the last year. I bow my head at anyone who has the balls to deal with that shit but it's not for me! Constant fear that I'm not doing good enough or doing the right thing by the right people, or choosing the wrong side.

you start to get to know and like people and it feels as if they're each a time bomb waiting to show their ass. no one can behave, no one can at least try to hide the shittier parts of themselves, and no one even really fucking likes each other at the end of the day. It sucks!

i'll make it a ballroom and rent it for 5mil a go.

this looks like caca if u dont click on it w/e