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Ezra
@ezrameursault.bsky.social
Socially anxious bi femboy
Also a slow artist/writer (well technically a writer is also an artist...)

I love butterflies but I also have lepidopterophobia...
Finally some actually worthy and important news headlines!
December 4, 2025 at 6:44 AM
Well... rich billionaires want to pirate things (and make it legal) to help train their AI, on the same token billionaires... ummm *looks at a certain island*
November 30, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Yes please!
November 27, 2025 at 12:16 PM
The truth has once again been so elegantly revealed to me!
November 24, 2025 at 12:33 PM
Sure bud, a joke ;p
November 24, 2025 at 12:28 PM
Yeah, I may just have to bring it up with one. It's not something I ever want to experience again. But also wow, I would never have expected this to be hidden within me. Regardless, thank you so much for your words and advice. Ɛ>
November 24, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Why are you looking at brothel reviews??? 🤨
November 24, 2025 at 10:09 AM
In short, my mind and body seem to be containing an amalgamation of feelings for no proper reason, and perhaps are staying there due to a lack of a proper outlet? I genuinely don't know.
I'll now proceed and go on with my work. Thanks for reading, and have a good day.
November 24, 2025 at 6:39 AM
I am genuinely a bit scared.

It's weird because, I don't remember if I wrote it yesterday, but the feeling started as an overwhelming positive feeling. The fact that there is nothing reflecting that positivity, and it's prolonged state is making fear and sadness seep in.
November 24, 2025 at 6:38 AM
I feel as if I'm constantly excited: butterflies in my stomach, or even entire body. There is no reason why I'd feel excitement over anything though, triggered by that, and for such a prolonged time. My mind is also in a bit of a fog, and it has become more foggy due to my anxiety about the feeling.
November 24, 2025 at 6:35 AM
It's morning. I made it through. Although I only got 5 hours of sleep, maximum. So I've been at least 2-3 hours laying awake, twisting and turning. Unfortunately I'm still carrying a feeling of some kind. I'll try to put it to words:
November 24, 2025 at 6:33 AM
I'll try to go back to sleep now. Thanks for listening. Good night
November 23, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I don't know what is going on, but I feel like I am not in a proper frame of mind. I need my soul and body to calm and quiet down. I hate admitting that something so inconsequential as a piece of fanfiction has done this, but I need to, in the hope that whatever has ensnared me will let me go
November 23, 2025 at 10:01 PM
I've lived in apathy and just... a state lacking emotion, and now I am feeling one trillion feelings at the same time, overwhelming and unfamiliar. It's deeply unsettling and uncomfortable. And I can't sleep.
November 23, 2025 at 9:59 PM
Can we share him? 👉👈🥺
November 15, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Sorry, I had to 😭
November 15, 2025 at 7:58 AM
I'll do as you say, Olley :p
November 15, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Can't believe you're actually reading more of the SJM books 😭😭😭
August 10, 2025 at 7:43 PM
That's the hope.
But yeah, highkey it's probably one of the most awful feelings a human can feel. Especially considering how common it potentially is
July 27, 2025 at 10:15 AM