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Ex Infantin
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I didn't realise Bluesky didn't allow private accounts but I've already bothered to verify my email so I might as well pretend no one will ever read these random dumps of thoughts

This is just an experiment. I want to see how this all makes me feel.
I just want to feel secure in a friendship. I want ppl to be interested in my growth. I want people to give me a chance. To see potential in me. Is that too much to ask from people in my age bracket? Did I do something deeply wrong or is she just not ready yet to match my energy?
October 6, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Maybe it's unnecessary to let go of someone over such arbitrary things. But how can I live knowing that she would never tell me if something bothered her about me? She'd rather resent me for months than give me an opportunity to fix it within 2 mins. How can I not live in fear over that?
October 6, 2025 at 9:10 PM
but how do I pretend this is my city when everything is just a memory of her? How do I go on a walk without seeing her in the trees and in the mountain tops?
October 6, 2025 at 9:06 PM
I love that you often include pictures that look so approachable, places that almost everyone could have in their neighbourhood. So many inspirational posts just post pictures of perfect mountain ranges all the time so people just feel jealous. Nature can be everywhere though!
October 6, 2025 at 7:04 AM
Are these yours?? This is so underrated! Love your page in general :)
October 6, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Yeah! Many people think it means we can't acknowledge that some things indeed suck. Positive thinking is just knowing that there are always two sides to a coin and that whenever you have acknowledged the bad side, you can look for positives as well so you can move forward.
October 6, 2025 at 6:52 AM
This is an attempt, this is an experiment. I don't expect anything. I just want to know what it all feels like.
October 5, 2025 at 4:17 PM
Like;;; yes, the price tag on famous paintings is not an indication of quality or care. No, it shouldn't stop you from approaching all art with curiosity and openness.
October 5, 2025 at 4:06 PM
YES THANK YOU I've been thinking this for years 😭 I think those people are trying to verbalize their frustration with the art market bubble. They want to shoot at rich ppl but end up shooting at fellow small artists just trying to have fun.
October 5, 2025 at 4:04 PM