don’t ever want to leave that behind. i feel so incredibly lucky to have him in my life. i have never felt loved like this before, and i truly believe he is me in reverse. he is all of the best parts of me.

afraid of death. and i still don’t think i am. but im scared of leaving the only person who has ever cared about me without expecting something in return. if i die, i will die knowing i met my soulmate. not romantic, but my soulmate regardless. all of my favorite songs are about him now. and i-

don’t get me wrong- i’m incredibly lucky to have my best friend and my parents. i would give my life for my best friend in a heartbeat. but he makes me remember that i am mortal. that today could be the day my body gives out. he was the last person i would have said goodbye to. i didn’t think i was-

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