i guess thats why im that one friend thats too woke bc when i see sb shitting on poc or women or leftists or showing even a sliver of right-adjacent views, i call that shit out and I act accordingly-- bc those kinds of people are the ones that shaped the world i live in and thrive in today

I was growing up into a world where my existence was fought for and defended instead of swept under the rug at best like before. Since that era and the subsequent covid lockdown, ive only really seen improvements in my life and environment. Up until the rise of neofascism at least

but along with the new wave of hiphop came a wave of social justice and cultural awareness, whre everyone was expected to be as pc as possible; but as a gay trans immigrant bullied kid i only really benefitted from this

but from then it got me into finding what i liked and didnt like in music, movies, creators, and even people, for myself, for the first time. No longer blindly going along with what those around me whom i trusted deeply (not on them by any means i was just a kid)

like ok lol, also i got crazy audio processing didorder so i never really understand wtf people are singing regardless of if theyre mumbling or not so that was another aspect to it lmao

like, i was a dumb little kid so I had practically no concept of music pop culture before that point, but the soundcloud rebirth of hiphop in the mainstream was some of the first music i discovered for myself

I did get hella bullied and 2016 was around the time I started finding community among my peers so i guess it has to do with all that, but it was also the start of a cultural shift that i felt fully immersed by

if youve ever gotten any piercing, imagine they stopped halfway through and yanked the needle while it was still in your skin. Now imagine that on The most sensitive part of your body. perhaps the tongue or the TIP OF YOUR DICK

some people dontrealize that its not just an object going through the cervical hole, they literally PIERCE the cervix and PULL IT OPEN in order to insert the tube before pushing the iud out of the tube so the wings expand

i have a bad parasocial crush on an asmr channel