I'll always be mad at pretty people, people who are smarter and better than me. I'll be mad and jealous at you because I'm tired of being nice.

Acceptance is weak, Revenge is stronger. Fuck your privilege.

I'D HAVE SUCH A LETHAL FACE CARD IF I WASN'T SUCH A FATASS OH MY GOD!!! I HAVE SO MUCH POTENTIAL!!!!! I NEED TO LOCK IN THIS YEAR I CAN'T LET THIS CHANCE PASS BY ME AGAIN!!!!

I have so much potential bro. Why am I only realizing this now 😭

Will I ever be good enough? It's so hard to accept when someone is clearly better than you. I'm slowly learning to process it.

Still the jealousy remains. It burns rampant in my heart. I can never imitate them but I can be better than myself.

I'll always be better.

I've been more absent on the news lately, I haven't been online on socmed this year recently. I still watch a lot of youtube videos but socmed? not rlly.

I don't even reply to my friend's ig reels anymore because im just tired mentally ig or im just focusing on myself ig...

How tf do i have 7 followers but i can only see 2 of them, who are the other 5? fuckin pussies

Im so sad that I feel unproductive, but then again, maybe this is the peace I asked for right? I like the feeling of peace and safety but how am I going to grow as a person without a little pain?

Can't even post my thoughts safely anywhere anymore. My friends are on fb, ig and twt. So whoever's following me rn, u might wanna unfollow if u don't wanna hear what I'm have to say 🙏🩷

Idk if i should make this my main or alt or ultra alt or super secret ultra alt or just my fucking diary (doesn't give a shit abt digital footprint)