fearing that i am going to ruin every good thing that comes my way

existential dread at the thought of getting out of bed

i don’t want to go to sleep because i will wake up in the morning and still have to be alive and be me *shakes head*

tweaks and Throws up everywhere falls to the ground

WAWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAA gunshots Bombs loud ruckus

oh brother…. shakes head 🚬🚬