Cant* I'm gonna Kermit where's the edit button

ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING BUT REMINDER EVERYONES PROGRESS ALSO LOOKS DIFFERENT

You can judge someone's progress just because they don't progress the same as you!!!!!!!

Weebly* omg are you kidding this place doesn't have an edit button either? Shame shame shame cringe cringe cringe

But also I'm neurodivergant and think and see things very differently from others so maybe there's just some shit I don't see. But what I do know is it's exhausting and it doesn't make me happy, especially when it's expected and forced on me.

My happiness comes first. Everything else will follow.

It didn't like. Hurt me. I kinda expected it deep down. But I genuinely belive progress is best done naturally. It will happen regardless like water smoothing a rock.

So why should I focus on it when I can focus on being happy and naturally progress? (4/?)

When my roommate's dad came to visit I was just my genuine self. I wanted to make a good impression because the man's a lawyer and shit.

I asked my roommate days later and he said "He didn't like how you don't strive for more. Sadly you were doomed from the start just because of who you are" (3/?)

Like yes it's always good to strive for more but I take my personal happiness MUCH HIGHER than that. I'm not required to impress anyone, I'm not required to live up to your expectations. That's why I went freelance and don't want to be tied down with things like my art and streaming. (2/?)

"But eti I've seen you draw some things" yeah very inconsistently. Nowhere near as much as I would like to draw and WANT to draw or to the skill that I can.

Sitting here having a back and forth with a guest about something I settled in just one message stg please it's not that hard

Godspeed to you, here's hoping it doesn't actually get to you and it's a quick recovery if it does

Man this has been a brutal winter so far, seems like everyone I know is getting sick.