Day 1

So I have the flowers and I’m going to give it to him when I see him. It’s not as dramatic but it works!

Omg he decided to not go to work anymore 😭 my brain is short circuiting with this change 😭

Day 1 of 9: I have a little note that I’ll attach to the bouquet and everything. Nervous !! Nervous cause the security is a bit of a -

But you know! Working through the nerves

So tomorrow is day 1 of 9!!

I’m getting him flowers delivered to his office because he’s been saying that he really wanted that done for him.

Maybe not so much tonight because my allergies have me feeling weak and tired but I have deadlines to meet but overall I love it here 😭

As my therapist would say, anxiety and discomfort is usually the price you pay for standing up for yourself. But ugh can we skip this part

So we established better boundaries but now it’s still so awkward ..,