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cvnty epistemologist
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integrity module dropout | family abolition mom | digital library luddite

Shock! Horror! Probe!

Amanda Lear meets Kathy Acker but for information systems.
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i need to start making playlists again so i can get some of this energy back
spotify playlist titled "the path is so beautiful" with a description "these songs were found on a CD taped to the back of a pamphlet about domperidone"
June 26, 2025 at 9:41 PM
estradiol.cloud
watched Trans Memoria (2024), thought about it all day, then watched it again.
a simple text file reads: # trans memoria (2024) ## 2025-06-24 > i'm not sharing what happened with anyone but you. i don't know how we're supposed to go on living without Meril. every shot of this film, every vacant hall, empty street, and sunken shopping mall is haunted by her absence. as trans women, the possibilities for our lives are deeply entwined. we look to each other, not as role models, but as mirrors. in the reflections, we hope to find the evidence we need to disprove what we've been taught: that our desire can never be realized. to hold an impossible desire is to be alone, and so our sense of potentiality is inseparable from our sisterhood. when a sister leaves us, our connection to her is undiminished. we become shrouded in the lack of her. Aamina, Athena, and Victoria pursue their transitions—each in its own stage—and see themselves in each other. but their reflections are also in Meril. her fate belongs to them too. > in my memory, the city had become desolate. people had disappeared. only roads, buildings, and > nature were left. but in the empty city, there were also you and me.
June 25, 2025 at 8:09 AM
estradiol.cloud
excuse me while i deterritorialize
April 30, 2025 at 7:36 PM