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Estel
@estel-cat.bsky.social
Middle-earth wanderer.

(A roleplay/fandom account.
IC = Estel, OOC = Cat.
pfp is my RP character)
How fascinating!

*They have very little frame of reference for 'squishy' or 'solid' but the overall response conveys enough of a sense of what he is experiencing*

So... *with a definite smile in their voice* ... was that 'touching' or 'not touching'?
September 7, 2025 at 10:55 AM
*Estel listens to the first notes and hears the music, if not the words, just as one seeing a seed might also see the tree that grows from it.*

*They join their voice to his, without words, weaving the notes into a harmony that begins with and within the two of them*
September 7, 2025 at 10:43 AM
*This song - not Maeglin's itself, but that which he describes it as - this is a song they know very well indeed. Now they are even happier and more excited to share Maeglin's*
September 7, 2025 at 10:43 AM
Except, inexplicably, for the kinds of things that are improved by it *with a soft laugh*

*thoughtfully* the others - they were not bipeds, but they were thinking people like your kind - they did not cook their food, even when they were in their own homes again.
September 7, 2025 at 10:02 AM
This, I think, is what you were speaking of earlier - people being confused because they do not know which box to put you in. Elf or Uruk, friend or threat, and so on.
September 7, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Yes. Thinking beings who are bipeds, are not the only thinking beings who do this - I have known others.

That is how I know they are doing this, putting other beings into boxes and being confused or upset or angry or all of those things when they find that the box does not fit.

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September 7, 2025 at 9:55 AM
*Estel stares at him - expressionless but it is because they are not thinking about what their face is doing - for some long moments*

*when they do speak, there is... a slight edge to their voice, not quite enough to identify its meaning but enough to know it is there if one is listening for it*
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September 7, 2025 at 9:54 AM
It's awful (to say the least!) that they are fining/jailing people for wanting better working conditions, but I am glad there is good news on this particular front!

Unions are amazing 🧡
July 12, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Take care, friend 🧡🧡
July 10, 2025 at 9:04 AM
No one else has noticed, when I was cat-shaped, but I have a theory their minds sort of... filled in what they expected.

Oh! *with concern in their voice*

I hope 'weird' was not unpleasant for you, my friend?
July 9, 2025 at 11:22 PM
*Estel sounds noticeably intrigued as they reply*

It does? In what way? I wonder if it still would if you had not seen my insides 🤔

Well, lack of insides ^^
July 9, 2025 at 11:21 PM
Thank you.

*Estel's happiness at this answer fills the simple response. They turn in the water and swim, or something like it, closer to Maeglin so they can listen*

Thank you, for sharing this with me *they speak softly* It is already very beautiful and I am glad to be here.
July 9, 2025 at 12:38 AM
*Estel laughs softly as well*

Ah, I see now! *sounding amused* It was because I have not been engaging in the correct biped rituals before consuming them!

*almost deadpan but still somewhat (dryly) amused*

This explains most misunderstanding I encounter and should have occurred to me sooner.
July 9, 2025 at 12:30 AM
*They are thoughtful for a moment, though it is more ... an air than an expression, then they nod*

This, I understand. For me, it is that way with the company of the stars.

And I have been to places where the two meet - the water and the stars - that are very beautiful.
July 9, 2025 at 12:24 AM
I, personally, cannot relax if I am close enough to hear your ocean.

But I do hope you have found it restful ^_^
July 5, 2025 at 5:49 AM
🫂🧡
July 5, 2025 at 5:39 AM
Thank you, it would be deeply distressing for both of us, otherwise.

*Estel perches on the side of the table and shakes their head*

I can... observe the temperature, but it does not affect me.

*smiles softly* Sometimes, I sit inside your volcano.
July 5, 2025 at 5:38 AM
There is also a song, that goes with this celebration, I believe I heard you say...

Would you teach it to me, dearest?
July 5, 2025 at 4:37 AM
*with a very obvious undertone of joking*

I actually feel this should be an objective fact, and everyone would agree with me if they could do so without harmful side effects.

No, it is because I do not - strictly speaking - *have* a sense of taste, in the same way you do.
July 3, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Perhaps if they truly looked, they would see that all of it…

*Estel traces the shape of his face without touching it, then brushes their fingers over that same star on his sleeve*

This is all -you-
July 3, 2025 at 11:39 PM
They can only see things by putting them into boxes, so to speak, and not fitting into their tidy boxes confuses them.

They cannot see the whole of you, because they only see the parts - those they like or at least understand and those they do not - that is how it sounds to me.

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July 3, 2025 at 11:38 PM
*Estel listens to Adar's explanation, their attention focused on him. waits for him to finish, and then a few moments more, before they speak*

Leaving aside my feelings on their ideals of beauty,which are not my own. it sounds to me that their difficulty comes from the very ambiguity you speak of.
July 3, 2025 at 11:34 PM
*Estel nods slightly* That was how I guessed it was, as I have observed people feeling about clothing. And there might be a number of reasons, I think, why a person was not comfortable.

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July 3, 2025 at 11:31 PM