Belle
@esquizzical.bsky.social
Older gal, likes the stars, feels too much, frequently wishes things weren't so but here we are (Also, image not me - copyright protected I'm sure - I just like her hair - & it's a wig - so I too can aspire) (Australian) ISUAH.
Dear Diary maybe its me. maybe it’s maybeline… #lesigh
Also, these last 8 mths have been teaching me who is going to handle a female leader & who is not & who is going to handle change. Got to say they’re not really holding up in these stakes. I count two resignations. Thing is, there is the frying pan, & then there is the fire.
November 24, 2025 at 3:21 AM
Dear Diary maybe its me. maybe it’s maybeline… #lesigh
moreish. more sweet than spicy.
I like it. Who am I kidding? I’ve added this to just abt everything 😂
I like it. Who am I kidding? I’ve added this to just abt everything 😂
November 23, 2025 at 8:16 PM
moreish. more sweet than spicy.
I like it. Who am I kidding? I’ve added this to just abt everything 😂
I like it. Who am I kidding? I’ve added this to just abt everything 😂
Dear Diary Who are you?
November 23, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Dear Diary Who are you?
Dear Diary Your acumen is applicable elsewhere
November 23, 2025 at 12:01 PM
Dear Diary Your acumen is applicable elsewhere
Dear Diary … let’s reimagine the philosophy of confidentiality…
November 23, 2025 at 11:57 AM
Dear Diary … let’s reimagine the philosophy of confidentiality…
…They expected more of the people…
The writers of the Constitition never intended for a criminal tyrant to be president.
November 23, 2025 at 8:23 AM
…They expected more of the people…
Dear Diary …let’s talk framing…
November 20, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Dear Diary …let’s talk framing…
Dear Diary …let’s talk motivation..
November 20, 2025 at 3:46 PM
Dear Diary …let’s talk motivation..
…still amused… & relieved
Dear Diary Booted! I’d feel sad about kicked off the committee but I’m okay with it.
The women on this cttee are next level. I think I’m back bc I navigated their personalities better. This is national & their ‘influence’ or whatever it is, is visible. It could go pearshaped bc they are driven. idk where they’re going w it but if you want this ‘influence’ then there is much to learn
November 20, 2025 at 3:27 PM
…still amused… & relieved
…don’t want to morph?..seems to enjoy this aspect… hmm … 🤔
Dear Diary Just as one team is catching on, I would like another team to do the same. I‘m thinking there is a space for them to morph (and yes, morphing is required) into - if I’m right it has the potential to be progressive & a little dynamic. It’s a little scary. Feel the fear.
Dear Diary Renewables as a boom has been on the radar for more than 4 years … this person/team is finally reacting.
November 19, 2025 at 9:24 PM
…don’t want to morph?..seems to enjoy this aspect… hmm … 🤔
Dear Diary Booted! I’d feel sad about kicked off the committee but I’m okay with it.
The women on this cttee are next level. I think I’m back bc I navigated their personalities better. This is national & their ‘influence’ or whatever it is, is visible. It could go pearshaped bc they are driven. idk where they’re going w it but if you want this ‘influence’ then there is much to learn
Dear Diary Pay attention (me/you) - I/you have much to learn & I could be told/ tell you how to navigate this much better than i/you have been. <~~ fingers crossed it doesn’t become a shit show
November 19, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Dear Diary Booted! I’d feel sad about kicked off the committee but I’m okay with it.
Dear Diary Okay. That’s enough introspection. Got it - it’s my own communication - one time. Time to fix it.
November 18, 2025 at 11:22 AM
Dear Diary Okay. That’s enough introspection. Got it - it’s my own communication - one time. Time to fix it.
…look, when people try to stop something from happening… a) is it a value judgment… b) is it their place to stop it from happening …c) whats the defence if they didn’t do something when they should have …d) who measures ‘should’?
November 18, 2025 at 10:23 AM
…look, when people try to stop something from happening… a) is it a value judgment… b) is it their place to stop it from happening …c) whats the defence if they didn’t do something when they should have …d) who measures ‘should’?
This was a month ago… seriously?
Dear Diary Whatever happened to late night talk back radio. Does that still happen?
November 18, 2025 at 10:05 AM
This was a month ago… seriously?
..looks backward, lovingly, to this time…
Dear Diary I have two questions for the world:
Why is it that my sh*t show is not as dramatic for anyone else?
Where is the investment, people...?
((I am being a drama queen at 2am 😬))
Why is it that my sh*t show is not as dramatic for anyone else?
Where is the investment, people...?
((I am being a drama queen at 2am 😬))
November 18, 2025 at 10:05 AM
..looks backward, lovingly, to this time…
…yep, I need an office…thats where I’ll be..
November 18, 2025 at 9:48 AM
…yep, I need an office…thats where I’ll be..
..time has both sped up & stood still.. there has to be some kind of research on the phenomenon…
Dear Diary…November basically started 2 weeks ago.. the work at the start feels like a lifetime ago, & yet my attention has been diverted… what kind of time sorcery is this?
November 18, 2025 at 9:42 AM
..time has both sped up & stood still.. there has to be some kind of research on the phenomenon…
Dear Diary…November basically started 2 weeks ago.. the work at the start feels like a lifetime ago, & yet my attention has been diverted… what kind of time sorcery is this?
November 18, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Dear Diary…November basically started 2 weeks ago.. the work at the start feels like a lifetime ago, & yet my attention has been diverted… what kind of time sorcery is this?
…maybe it’s an insane idea?
…maybe it’s a different idea?
…maybe it’s a bad idea?
November 18, 2025 at 9:32 AM
…maybe it’s an insane idea?
..its quite the lesson in how to deal with an opposing party’s views of a situation..especially when they’re irrelevant views..
…thank you for the lesson…
Dear Diary What can I say? I’ve heard a client described as pathetic. What do you think it means in my reality when I heard that description?
November 18, 2025 at 9:17 AM
..its quite the lesson in how to deal with an opposing party’s views of a situation..especially when they’re irrelevant views..
consider environmental protection laws… there is no interpersonality...
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
…but am I rarely near good people?…
November 18, 2025 at 9:00 AM
consider environmental protection laws… there is no interpersonality...
Corporations - defined by the economic lens. What of thw social lens? it’s a fiction created to allow working together etc. Is it also an intermediary - a temporal intermediary - a buffer?
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
…but am I rarely near good people?…
November 18, 2025 at 5:30 AM
Corporations - defined by the economic lens. What of thw social lens? it’s a fiction created to allow working together etc. Is it also an intermediary - a temporal intermediary - a buffer?
…What is a good corporate citizen?
What is the compatibility with ESG?
What is the compatibility with ESG?
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
…but am I rarely near good people?…
November 18, 2025 at 12:23 AM
…What is a good corporate citizen?
What is the compatibility with ESG?
What is the compatibility with ESG?
..mutability…
…value judgment… also the balance of agreement/compromise/free will/externalities…
…what is not good?
November 17, 2025 at 10:45 PM
..mutability…
…(I am reimagining the philosphy of law vis a vis the human condition)…
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
…but am I rarely near good people?…
November 17, 2025 at 10:39 PM
…(I am reimagining the philosphy of law vis a vis the human condition)…