maybe it's strange but I wasn't able to name that feeling for years

I really admire all my friends... you don't get it how much I admire everyone I love and it REALLY depends

I hate being such a whiny. I hate having troubles with colleagues. I hate being unsure

I also don't really have free time right now. i can't learn things I should and read professional literature. I have no weekends. really. and I feel slow like a turtle

I don't really think that im able to communicate with people as an adequate grown person should

why do I have troubles with such a simple thing? I'm tired. im weak. i can’t stand it when someone shout at me or react with aggression, I simply stop perceiving absolutely everything that is said to me, even if I try really hard

but if I ask directly? they'll get angry too. if I try to fix what they don't like? They don't like it either. I'm too slow. but when I'm in a hurry, I scatter and break everything, and it has to be remade. so what should I do? what? I really don't understand

so may all my affection not to bury anyone under its weight

NO but really I learned I have to show love to the world or either to be depressed (not well dressed)

ікони, тудиииииии їх

😏😏😏

NO BUT REALLY I HATE THIS!!! NO SNOW NO SUN NO SEROTONIN JUST SHIT

shit

I can only sleep 🤡 clown moment. I lack energy for studying or reading after school, so guess who is laying in bed and doing literally nothing-