their whole "green crystals" storyline was finished at the end of BC, the rest is just blizzard now updating them.

not to say "dont make a blood elf with green eyes/gems", i LOVE LOVE LOVE that too, but that is NOT who they are as a people, its a part of their people

even back in WoD, even back in BC with their tabards. Green eyes was a trade off, not an aesthetic choice by them.

They didnt change as a people, they've always been the same people.

"Oh now they suddenly hate warlocks?" of course they do!!!!!! oh my god people flanderize them so much

and then they are mad it's a DH helping? but it's not the same thing. DH's gave up 'everything' to protect this world and their home. that's not what a majority of warlocks are doing

people want wow to have teeth but the moment they have even just a baby front tooth, they cry

but old lore with the fel crystals still being around is so bad cus it was NOT a positive thing for the blood elves. they wouldnt want that

people are just sentimental and its ok but its not gone. it's just more contained.

since elf eyes are like sponges that take on the color of the most potent present magic over a long period of time. so since belf well is full of light, likely many will have gold eyes by now. some will still have green, and some will return to the blue

its all blood elf

their crystals, their water, their sky is teal and blue.

nobody is taking your red/green aesthetic away. its still there, but it's not shaping the whole race.

they never even wanted to be fel tainted either. and we KNEW the eyes would / could return to their OG color or another color

and i have very bad hypochondria so not having answers ruins me and i look it up myself

im so sure this is meniere's disease. like idk what else it can be at this point???? everything more-or-less aligns

im just so tired of medical stuff and always being so afraid. im so stressed all the time

i remember first time i blacked out in the middle of the night and i called emergency doc, they said it sounded like a "well meaning fainting"??????????????????????????

i just want to feel normal but my body is so shit all the time

im so sad and so tired cus the doctors just say my ears "look fine" but they arent!!! gaaaaah

and ive had constant dizziness every day, recently nausea too. but idk what issue i have thats related to, cus they dont know what any of my issues are

Ikr???? But they are going extinct next year and idk what I’ll do

I’ll have to buy a crate of them

I guess an update is that I had a really good day today and I loved drawing for the first time in months so 🥰🫶♥️

And then suddenly all the numbers didn’t matter when I loved what I created

i almost had 10k on tumblr, then on twitter i got to 6k, and now im struggling to get 1k

gorp

again, i know this kind of thinking is exactly why im feeling this way in the first place, but its so hard

i miss art, i miss creating, i miss not caring

thank you everyone who ever supported me<3