i do ! im sorry i dont keep in touch i honestly dnt text anybody... bt i care abt u clarith i hope u have been okay

thank you for your interest clarith i will do my very best. due to the fact that it has explicit content, finding a publisher willing to print it is hard. i very likely have a fallback of at least doing it spiral bound or something similar at a local print shop. if all else fails i will get one to u

so when something went wrong it just overwhelmed my capacity to cope. and now every time i go back im afraid of whats going to happen. i no longer feel like 'ok ill get thru this its just work' its like an unknown and every threat seems so huge

i feel a kind of fear like i havent since i was 18. i was assaulted again in october, it wasnt like the worst that ever happened or anything, it was by a regular, and i dont need to get into it, but after that i just. ive lost it, it was like the last straw. it was already getting harder i guess

Praying for your darling angel. Ill boost as much as I can.

almost certainly one reason for these types of crackdowns in unrelated spaces like literature publishing (not just lobbying from people who dont really get how the harm theyre protesting actually functions) is optics management and guilty conscience

i think theres a real danger with banning subject matter in art and a cruel irony that these things propagate unchecked in actual sx industry environments and the people in charge of payment processors and companies undoubtedly participate on some level. u guys have no idea the jobs of my clients

passerine does not contain any explicit content involving minors but it does contain explicit assauIt and the novel itself is a taxonomical deconstruction of several dangerous pxrn tropes which book platforms moderate outright even if its a serious literary criticism of those things

republishing on ao3, releasing for free on itch .io, and uploading to the internet archive library

after all parts come out, i will remove it from ao3 and publish in pdf and epub on:

- barnes and noble (attempt a physical release thru b&n as well)
- google play books

if for any reason passerine is banned from these platforms (which i have found to be safest for its content) i will fall back on

its in its final form and what needs to happen is filling my outline with the rest of the needed prose and some missing scenes. i have commissioned professional cover art and illustration as well

ok!! i have ur phone numbr so if thats ok i wld love to sometimes. im sorry abt being poor at keeping in contact... i hpope things have been going wellfor u as well

also i am late but happy birthday !!