I wonder if I was working with games that would feel different. I fear that the need to be productive would ruin the passion with it, but maybe only being around people similar to me would be enough to feel part of something.

Hopefully I can experience that soon.

Then, wondering: what's my next steps? I wish I could focus on personal game projects without the worry to get money to survive.

This system we live in ends up making us lose our precious time and energy for something we are not passionate with and it's hard to get out of this hole.

My condolences.

And it's ready.

High reward achieved 👌🏼

Fuck it. Let's do this. High risk, high reward.