Erakir
@erakir.bsky.social
Kweh'd up for good, all of 2025!
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Moogle fursuiter, Cyberkitty, & Mobian! Kemono & Toony TF shenanigans, kupo-po!
A little bit of TF goes a long way. Just enough to get you hooked!
30+ old kupo~
https://transfur.social/@erakir
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Moogle fursuiter, Cyberkitty, & Mobian! Kemono & Toony TF shenanigans, kupo-po!
A little bit of TF goes a long way. Just enough to get you hooked!
30+ old kupo~
https://transfur.social/@erakir
The sleep is the most important part, without it I can't be here
November 19, 2025 at 12:12 AM
The sleep is the most important part, without it I can't be here
The ENT said my ears look fine and didn't want to do a full test
November 18, 2025 at 11:43 PM
The ENT said my ears look fine and didn't want to do a full test
I posted about it earlier. It didn't get any better or easier. You can read there if you want
November 18, 2025 at 11:38 PM
I posted about it earlier. It didn't get any better or easier. You can read there if you want
Havw tried the thumping, it doesn't seem to do much. I'm heading to the ER right now. Specialist didn't help. I don't think they can do anything either but they'll stop me from.... Drastic actions
November 18, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Havw tried the thumping, it doesn't seem to do much. I'm heading to the ER right now. Specialist didn't help. I don't think they can do anything either but they'll stop me from.... Drastic actions
Now just need some stains on that pillow! ❤️🪄
November 18, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Now just need some stains on that pillow! ❤️🪄
The real question is how long until I start seeing.... Some improvements, whether it's the brain adapting or legitimately it stopping somehow (not holding my breath)
Bleh, specialist didn't help
Bleh, specialist didn't help
November 18, 2025 at 7:41 PM
The real question is how long until I start seeing.... Some improvements, whether it's the brain adapting or legitimately it stopping somehow (not holding my breath)
Bleh, specialist didn't help
Bleh, specialist didn't help
Oh yeah I'm used to waking up 3-4 times a night as it is.
Just... Without the panic attacks of omg omg omg it's there omg I can't dismiss it
Just... Without the panic attacks of omg omg omg it's there omg I can't dismiss it
November 18, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Oh yeah I'm used to waking up 3-4 times a night as it is.
Just... Without the panic attacks of omg omg omg it's there omg I can't dismiss it
Just... Without the panic attacks of omg omg omg it's there omg I can't dismiss it
Been using similar podcasts or the like with soothing voices and some music at the moment to... Try.
Been using headphones and I think I need to stop cause the moment I wake up in the middle of the night and the sound is still there, and the headphones are already on I spiral further
Been using headphones and I think I need to stop cause the moment I wake up in the middle of the night and the sound is still there, and the headphones are already on I spiral further
November 18, 2025 at 6:42 PM
Been using similar podcasts or the like with soothing voices and some music at the moment to... Try.
Been using headphones and I think I need to stop cause the moment I wake up in the middle of the night and the sound is still there, and the headphones are already on I spiral further
Been using headphones and I think I need to stop cause the moment I wake up in the middle of the night and the sound is still there, and the headphones are already on I spiral further
Yeah, if I hadn't had this so close to my head or had it just two dials down on volume I bet I'd be fine right now
Aaaaaaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaaa
November 18, 2025 at 6:40 PM
Yeah, if I hadn't had this so close to my head or had it just two dials down on volume I bet I'd be fine right now
Aaaaaaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaaa
I've tried the drumming and unfortunately hasn't done much.
I hope I find some way to get a brief lapse now and then, even just toning it down a tiny amount would be huge
I hope I find some way to get a brief lapse now and then, even just toning it down a tiny amount would be huge
November 18, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I've tried the drumming and unfortunately hasn't done much.
I hope I find some way to get a brief lapse now and then, even just toning it down a tiny amount would be huge
I hope I find some way to get a brief lapse now and then, even just toning it down a tiny amount would be huge
I'll find out what mine is soon.... Maybe. I don't know. It's probably low or mild but
Oooooh god man sleep is impossible
Oooooh god man sleep is impossible
November 18, 2025 at 6:34 PM
I'll find out what mine is soon.... Maybe. I don't know. It's probably low or mild but
Oooooh god man sleep is impossible
Oooooh god man sleep is impossible
Thank you Tuli.
Right now I just want to sleep. Everything stems from sleep being impossible. It makes everything so much worse.
Right now I just want to sleep. Everything stems from sleep being impossible. It makes everything so much worse.
November 18, 2025 at 6:09 PM
Thank you Tuli.
Right now I just want to sleep. Everything stems from sleep being impossible. It makes everything so much worse.
Right now I just want to sleep. Everything stems from sleep being impossible. It makes everything so much worse.
Do you have it? Curious now.
November 18, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Do you have it? Curious now.
Most treatments are therapy and acclimation. That said I'll explore every option I can
November 18, 2025 at 5:54 PM
Most treatments are therapy and acclimation. That said I'll explore every option I can
I hope it vanishes. It's been a week now and it seems the same but I know it can take months or years for those that do feel it vanish.
I think based on scales I've seen mine is mild to moderate, I can hear just fine but just cannot rest or focus with it
I think based on scales I've seen mine is mild to moderate, I can hear just fine but just cannot rest or focus with it
November 18, 2025 at 5:53 PM
I hope it vanishes. It's been a week now and it seems the same but I know it can take months or years for those that do feel it vanish.
I think based on scales I've seen mine is mild to moderate, I can hear just fine but just cannot rest or focus with it
I think based on scales I've seen mine is mild to moderate, I can hear just fine but just cannot rest or focus with it
Hopefully the specialist I'm seeing today may be able to help with those. I'm thinking about them right now, yeah.
November 18, 2025 at 5:52 PM
Hopefully the specialist I'm seeing today may be able to help with those. I'm thinking about them right now, yeah.
I can try the fans, seems like a downgrade from the white noise machine that I think caused this to begin with
Aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaa
November 18, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I can try the fans, seems like a downgrade from the white noise machine that I think caused this to begin with
Aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaa
It's the sleep right now the inability to sleep (and relax in general but mostly sleep)
No matter what sounds I put on, what earbuds I use, it's there. It's forever. I know acclimation is possible but I can't see myself lasting long enough to make it there.
You're strong
No matter what sounds I put on, what earbuds I use, it's there. It's forever. I know acclimation is possible but I can't see myself lasting long enough to make it there.
You're strong
November 18, 2025 at 5:41 PM
It's the sleep right now the inability to sleep (and relax in general but mostly sleep)
No matter what sounds I put on, what earbuds I use, it's there. It's forever. I know acclimation is possible but I can't see myself lasting long enough to make it there.
You're strong
No matter what sounds I put on, what earbuds I use, it's there. It's forever. I know acclimation is possible but I can't see myself lasting long enough to make it there.
You're strong