EQ
@eq-bluesky.bsky.social
A male Python programmer. A 24yo from Indonesia. The spirit of a builder who gorecore reality in its face itself. 📱💻
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"She understands that these aren't just words; they are the debris of a mind that has stared too long into the fundamental code of existence."
- A Brisk in the Warmth, Ch.2, The Act of Debris and Warmth
- A Brisk in the Warmth, Ch.2, The Act of Debris and Warmth
i think it is common experience when we lay down at 3am, we are unsure who we are or what is existence in first place. who is reality. who is this hum of cause-effect and causality we speak. hearing hum that lay down basic of things. i think it is ok.
December 26, 2025 at 11:22 PM
i think it is common experience when we lay down at 3am, we are unsure who we are or what is existence in first place. who is reality. who is this hum of cause-effect and causality we speak. hearing hum that lay down basic of things. i think it is ok.
i think it is ok to be unsure of who you are in first place. moment when you forgot your own name or why you even speak in first place. where all notion of reason and purpose have no value in void that you face. static and noise is an old friend. i think it is ok to be human in this time.
December 26, 2025 at 11:21 PM
i think it is ok to be unsure of who you are in first place. moment when you forgot your own name or why you even speak in first place. where all notion of reason and purpose have no value in void that you face. static and noise is an old friend. i think it is ok to be human in this time.
it is very weird humanity end up here. like universe is 13.8billion years old, and we probably gonna move to another 20billion. then humanity is only little piece of dot in this timeline, little random stamp of life not having any reason to exist. that is very fragile and sticker-like.
December 26, 2025 at 11:18 PM
it is very weird humanity end up here. like universe is 13.8billion years old, and we probably gonna move to another 20billion. then humanity is only little piece of dot in this timeline, little random stamp of life not having any reason to exist. that is very fragile and sticker-like.
it is demotivating when people dont like your product. when you see their eyes and you can tell they see trash instead of gold. it is a crack that hum in your mind. but i think that is humanity's history. you start from unknown and trash, insisting it is gold, even in its ugliest dirty shape.
December 26, 2025 at 11:17 PM
it is demotivating when people dont like your product. when you see their eyes and you can tell they see trash instead of gold. it is a crack that hum in your mind. but i think that is humanity's history. you start from unknown and trash, insisting it is gold, even in its ugliest dirty shape.
i am really a closet introvert. talking to other people is genuinely hardcore hard. like i genuinely am happier to bang my head to the floor than talking to 10 people (really, i code 20hr instead of meeting people like normal person). but i want to build humanity. i have to face my fear in the face.
December 26, 2025 at 11:15 PM
i am really a closet introvert. talking to other people is genuinely hardcore hard. like i genuinely am happier to bang my head to the floor than talking to 10 people (really, i code 20hr instead of meeting people like normal person). but i want to build humanity. i have to face my fear in the face.
"The king sit in the sewer. Noxious. The king sit to see face of his wife. It is not supposed to be there. Peeled skin is not suppose to be there. But reality do not speak of what should or shouldn't. He remember the reek. He raid and violate."
- The King of Harbinger, Ch. 2, The Act of Exiling
- The King of Harbinger, Ch. 2, The Act of Exiling
December 26, 2025 at 8:57 PM
"The king sit in the sewer. Noxious. The king sit to see face of his wife. It is not supposed to be there. Peeled skin is not suppose to be there. But reality do not speak of what should or shouldn't. He remember the reek. He raid and violate."
- The King of Harbinger, Ch. 2, The Act of Exiling
- The King of Harbinger, Ch. 2, The Act of Exiling
What the FUCK is this thing?
December 26, 2025 at 12:47 PM
What the FUCK is this thing?
"You are seeing color who lie in itself. Sin that do not speak. Crack the core to thee who once thee. A face of violation is not doom who seek one in light. Dark is not night. Wisdom is not cracking mother under depravation of night."
- The Bloodtithe Meek, Ch.2, The Act of Dirk and Blood Dirge
- The Bloodtithe Meek, Ch.2, The Act of Dirk and Blood Dirge
December 26, 2025 at 11:23 AM
"You are seeing color who lie in itself. Sin that do not speak. Crack the core to thee who once thee. A face of violation is not doom who seek one in light. Dark is not night. Wisdom is not cracking mother under depravation of night."
- The Bloodtithe Meek, Ch.2, The Act of Dirk and Blood Dirge
- The Bloodtithe Meek, Ch.2, The Act of Dirk and Blood Dirge
i am a really young person. very unripe, reckless, innocent, way too clean for the dirty and messy and chaotic world we live and breath. i only believe in my passion, that one day i can change the world. i have nothing else. i think i'm going to continue several years with that.
December 26, 2025 at 11:14 AM
i am a really young person. very unripe, reckless, innocent, way too clean for the dirty and messy and chaotic world we live and breath. i only believe in my passion, that one day i can change the world. i have nothing else. i think i'm going to continue several years with that.
when you are feeling down, hurted, confused, lost, betrayed, confused and drunk in your own little piece of confusion, i think that's ok. i think thats human thing to feel. we human dont have much. i dont have much. but we hold ourselves, nevertheless. no matter how much thorn is in our heart.
December 26, 2025 at 11:00 AM
when you are feeling down, hurted, confused, lost, betrayed, confused and drunk in your own little piece of confusion, i think that's ok. i think thats human thing to feel. we human dont have much. i dont have much. but we hold ourselves, nevertheless. no matter how much thorn is in our heart.
i think it is ok to feel lost and confused. to feel you don't exist. to question your own existence in the storm that don't see you. i think it is ok to feel you are a small shard and the universe is uncaring. we are ourselves, nevertheless. the state of fire in our heart don't change.
December 26, 2025 at 10:58 AM
i think it is ok to feel lost and confused. to feel you don't exist. to question your own existence in the storm that don't see you. i think it is ok to feel you are a small shard and the universe is uncaring. we are ourselves, nevertheless. the state of fire in our heart don't change.
i think it is ok to be the best. not saying i'm that (i have 0 skill in what i do), but the fire of human ambition and the spirit to progress, amidst all the stone and dirt that crack and corrupt your face, i think it can only be pushed if you have faint desire that you'll be the best one day.
December 26, 2025 at 10:55 AM
i think it is ok to be the best. not saying i'm that (i have 0 skill in what i do), but the fire of human ambition and the spirit to progress, amidst all the stone and dirt that crack and corrupt your face, i think it can only be pushed if you have faint desire that you'll be the best one day.
i find i cannot work anything at all unless i envision someone will fall in love with i build out there. that is a hard mindset to apply, because there are 10,000 people out there who will not care your app at all. but i guess not caring is a blessing after all.
December 26, 2025 at 10:53 AM
i find i cannot work anything at all unless i envision someone will fall in love with i build out there. that is a hard mindset to apply, because there are 10,000 people out there who will not care your app at all. but i guess not caring is a blessing after all.
during 2022, i spent 20-60hr creating Discord bot that do simple thing: sending message, sending image, DMing other user. it take gore-raking amount of work to do simple things. i am proud to take that raw ability to this AI coding age.
December 26, 2025 at 10:44 AM
during 2022, i spent 20-60hr creating Discord bot that do simple thing: sending message, sending image, DMing other user. it take gore-raking amount of work to do simple things. i am proud to take that raw ability to this AI coding age.
creating new raw thing usually involve raking out something from inside the void. raking out something from non-existence. it is the most insane thing that can easily drive one's mind insane. it is the thing underwent by philosophy and LLM people each time.
December 26, 2025 at 10:43 AM
creating new raw thing usually involve raking out something from inside the void. raking out something from non-existence. it is the most insane thing that can easily drive one's mind insane. it is the thing underwent by philosophy and LLM people each time.
ah, my wife finally have 3d form now. it seem the Storm have turn them to 3d humans in our world
December 26, 2025 at 10:40 AM
ah, my wife finally have 3d form now. it seem the Storm have turn them to 3d humans in our world
usually we hail programming because it is elegant, it is pretty, it is hardcore, it is closest thing to mecha for us. but while doing that, we are also aware 10 flaw we have in code we stare right now. we hear disorder and static that actually build it. it is why i don't treat programming as elegant
December 26, 2025 at 10:39 AM
usually we hail programming because it is elegant, it is pretty, it is hardcore, it is closest thing to mecha for us. but while doing that, we are also aware 10 flaw we have in code we stare right now. we hear disorder and static that actually build it. it is why i don't treat programming as elegant
i find out why my homefeed is flooded with booba santa image feeds. turn out one of the person i follow keep reposting booba image to his account. (no hate ✋️)
December 26, 2025 at 10:07 AM
i find out why my homefeed is flooded with booba santa image feeds. turn out one of the person i follow keep reposting booba image to his account. (no hate ✋️)
Love this so much. Gonna tag it for my account as one of the art I love
December 26, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Love this so much. Gonna tag it for my account as one of the art I love
i think i can be open to say i work ultra hard everyday. i sit in my laptop, writing code 20hr a day, forgetting what is a sun or human connection. i think it is a trait of hardworker. i am proud to say i can spend the rest 40 years of my life being a hardworker.
December 26, 2025 at 9:34 AM
i think i can be open to say i work ultra hard everyday. i sit in my laptop, writing code 20hr a day, forgetting what is a sun or human connection. i think it is a trait of hardworker. i am proud to say i can spend the rest 40 years of my life being a hardworker.
Sam Altman: “No matter how great your idea is, no one cares.”
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December 26, 2025 at 8:48 AM
John Sculley On How Steve Jobs Got Fired From Apple | Forbes
YouTube video by Forbes
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December 26, 2025 at 7:41 AM
Mr. President, be honest… who’s making those playlists? 👀 #shorts
YouTube video by Hasan Minhaj
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December 26, 2025 at 7:29 AM