I am sorry 🫂 I hope you have time to do something nice for yourself today.

This doesn't really make sense I am just in a good mood

And yes I did have a crush on the guy with the devilock. dafjhdklafhdjak;lfh

That's Dan on the left, he was a friend of my friend's fiance. We were both in their wedding.

Fun fact Randy Moore played in a band with some guys I knew a long time ago, but he played with them after I moved away. So like... two degrees and several thousand miles of separation I guess

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You just expect people you hurt to role over in the name of "mental health." It doesn't work that way. "You don't owe anyone anything" doesnt apply to the social contracts we all make when developing interpersonal relationships & relating to others. It not a pass to hurt others

This is so real. Have some encouragement to go back if you want to! It probably won't be as awkward as it seems

I say as if they aren't all shitposts 😭

That is very true and I am definitely trying to redirect my emotional energy to the people who do care. It helps a lot.

I have only had one other major conflict with someone (outside of romantic relationships which is another thing) post high school and that was years ago. It’s hard not to be majorly bummed when you encounter several jerks in a row in the same community 😭 Not that I’m some perfect angel but goddamn

I have one friend who I’ve just kinda distanced from silently because she can’t communicate. Unfortunately it seems like this is the best way to protect my feelings which blows because I always want to talk things out but some people just… won’t

Kinda sucks that this could be about more than one situation I’ve been in in recent years. I dunno what to do about it without becoming jaded and untrusting of others.

Basically if you think someone is moving weird they probably are and if they’re really invested in convincing you you’re crazy/paranoid/having a mental health crisis instead of caring about your feelings even a little bit, don’t second guess it because you don’t wanna be the bad guy. You already are

The irony that this happened because I wanted to assume the best intentions of people for too long but I still got accused of seeing the worst in everyone when I did say something 🙃