No but my planner is lmao

Every day I regret not just agreeing to it back in February as I feel the burn out more and more but I’ll persist as I always do

It’s just getting tougher and tougher to just pretend I’m okay and going to work when all I wanna do is be home in bed or doing something I want to do instead

💜💜💜 my doc suggested medical leave when I first started seeing her and we talked about it again yesterday so I might be getting some time off in the fall

When I first started seeing my new doctor she said it may be best for me to take some medical leave from work and we discussed it again yesterday and I might be taking some leave in the fall?

Mom had a doctors appointment today! The spot on her liver is being managed well with the medication she’s on and the cancer is no longer spreading. (It started in her Uterus) hopefully the spot starts shrinking. She has a check up in 3 months!

For about 4 months. It’s not easy but it’s getting easier. Trying real hard to get back to living and not just surviving. I’ll get there soon I hope.

My own failing physical and mental health. So I apologize if I’ve been MIA. You can imagine it’s been a lot these last few years. Mom is finally on the mend and I’ve been seeing a doctor regularly. We’re still trying to figure out some of my own health issues and I’ve been back on antidepressant.

Don’t ask me how many Mesos it took to get here,,,,, the 10% chance of lvl 6 poison and the 8% boss damage isn’t half bad. It’s also WAY more attack power than my last staff but my last staff was like lvl 80 or 90 and was only Star power 10 so,,,,,,