Benjii Hartz'u Lotz uwu
@enbbenjii.bsky.social
They/Them, Gaymer, Streamer ♥
Love to chat! ♥ Probably gonna mix sfw and nsfw so cutely warns ♥
Furry, cozy, and fun! ♥
Combined all my Twitter accts into one bsky! For general stream stuff, FFXIV nonsense/gposing, and more ♥
Love to chat! ♥ Probably gonna mix sfw and nsfw so cutely warns ♥
Furry, cozy, and fun! ♥
Combined all my Twitter accts into one bsky! For general stream stuff, FFXIV nonsense/gposing, and more ♥
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Benjii's Life 08-2024 to 11-2025
Okay, so a rundown of my life the past few months, and even the past year. CW: Loss of life, Abandonment, Medical Terms, Medical Malpractice, Dementia, shooting. Everything began in August of 2024. M...
docs.google.com
As promised, I offer a full explanation of the past 15 months of my life. Many many content warnings, but read at your own leisure if you choose.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
As promised, I offer a full explanation of the past 15 months of my life. Many many content warnings, but read at your own leisure if you choose.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
Benjii's Life 08-2024 to 11-2025
Okay, so a rundown of my life the past few months, and even the past year. CW: Loss of life, Abandonment, Medical Terms, Medical Malpractice, Dementia, shooting. Everything began in August of 2024. M...
docs.google.com
November 18, 2025 at 10:57 PM
As promised, I offer a full explanation of the past 15 months of my life. Many many content warnings, but read at your own leisure if you choose.
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
Hey, everyone. I'm still somewhat around. I'm working my way back up to being everywhere again. Recent damage to my psyche has fucked me up royally. Some folks know, some don't. I'll be able to fully explain it soon enough, though. I love you all lots, and I'll see you hopefully soon. ♥
November 17, 2025 at 6:51 PM
Hey, everyone. I'm still somewhat around. I'm working my way back up to being everywhere again. Recent damage to my psyche has fucked me up royally. Some folks know, some don't. I'll be able to fully explain it soon enough, though. I love you all lots, and I'll see you hopefully soon. ♥
I think it's safe to say I'm the worst fucking friend possible. I want my brain to stop hurting me and getting upset about friends being happy without me. I want to stop hurting and crying. I need help.
September 20, 2025 at 7:42 AM
I think it's safe to say I'm the worst fucking friend possible. I want my brain to stop hurting me and getting upset about friends being happy without me. I want to stop hurting and crying. I need help.
I feel... very useless tonight. And hopeless. And tired. Stressed, too, I guess. The usual.
September 5, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I feel... very useless tonight. And hopeless. And tired. Stressed, too, I guess. The usual.
Post a random picture or everything will go bad in August
August 2, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Post a random picture or everything will go bad in August
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how I feel since 2016 or so
July 28, 2025 at 7:32 PM
how I feel since 2016 or so
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Please keep talking about steam and itch and censorship. We have to keep it up.
The Itch/Steam thing dropped off the trending tab.
Therefore it's time to remind you again to swamp the payment processors with more calls.
If the call volume dies down in under a week they aren't going to learn their lesson. Make them regret it.
Therefore it's time to remind you again to swamp the payment processors with more calls.
If the call volume dies down in under a week they aren't going to learn their lesson. Make them regret it.
July 28, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Please keep talking about steam and itch and censorship. We have to keep it up.
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TELL 👏 THE 👏 STREAMER 👏 WHEN 👏 THEIR 👏 AUDIO 👏 IS 👏IMBALANCED 👏 OR 👏 GLITCHING 👏
July 20, 2025 at 2:21 PM
TELL 👏 THE 👏 STREAMER 👏 WHEN 👏 THEIR 👏 AUDIO 👏 IS 👏IMBALANCED 👏 OR 👏 GLITCHING 👏
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⚔️#FIREEEMBLEMGPOSE⚔️
How to take part:
➡️Gpose from any character in the FE Universe
➡️Repost with the hashtag above so we can like it!
➡️SFW only
I had brainworms and wanted to make this happen. Gonna do this for FE Hrothgars because yeah lol.
Have fun!
How to take part:
➡️Gpose from any character in the FE Universe
➡️Repost with the hashtag above so we can like it!
➡️SFW only
I had brainworms and wanted to make this happen. Gonna do this for FE Hrothgars because yeah lol.
Have fun!
July 21, 2025 at 9:59 AM
⚔️#FIREEEMBLEMGPOSE⚔️
How to take part:
➡️Gpose from any character in the FE Universe
➡️Repost with the hashtag above so we can like it!
➡️SFW only
I had brainworms and wanted to make this happen. Gonna do this for FE Hrothgars because yeah lol.
Have fun!
How to take part:
➡️Gpose from any character in the FE Universe
➡️Repost with the hashtag above so we can like it!
➡️SFW only
I had brainworms and wanted to make this happen. Gonna do this for FE Hrothgars because yeah lol.
Have fun!
I feel like I should feel "something" but nothing comes up. When my plans get kerfuffled & I can't figure out how to fix them. Usually I can think of a solution. But tonight my mind is only telling me to sleep. Makes me think of that arkosodara meme video. www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjASywQn/ good night xoxo
Wise words from Matsya #xivtok #ffxiv #finalfantasyxiv #meme
TikTok video by Faye
www.tiktok.com
May 5, 2025 at 1:36 AM
I feel like I should feel "something" but nothing comes up. When my plans get kerfuffled & I can't figure out how to fix them. Usually I can think of a solution. But tonight my mind is only telling me to sleep. Makes me think of that arkosodara meme video. www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjASywQn/ good night xoxo
I wish I had the mental and emotional capacity to handle actually USING and DEVELOPING social media platforms like bsky, tiktok, etc. I could do so much more, but brain refuses to allow me the space to do so. I'm tired of my self-inhibiting habits that have seemingly no end in sight. I'm sorry.
May 3, 2025 at 3:16 AM
I wish I had the mental and emotional capacity to handle actually USING and DEVELOPING social media platforms like bsky, tiktok, etc. I could do so much more, but brain refuses to allow me the space to do so. I'm tired of my self-inhibiting habits that have seemingly no end in sight. I'm sorry.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm dying everyday lately.
February 11, 2025 at 2:27 AM
I'm tired of feeling like I'm dying everyday lately.
I've been absolutely drained reading up on the "other" site, so I guess I'll attempt to be more active on socials in general, but primarily here and the purple site.
January 23, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I've been absolutely drained reading up on the "other" site, so I guess I'll attempt to be more active on socials in general, but primarily here and the purple site.
Congratulations on hitting 2k on here, legend!! ♥♥♥
🍄 Zwei's Tiny 2k Art Giveaway!! 🎉
Just ✅ Follow and 🔁 Repost this post to join in!!
As promised, an art giveaway to help with the mood and to give y'all a chance to get some free art from me!!! 😁
Thank you all so much for the support!! 💜🍄
Just ✅ Follow and 🔁 Repost this post to join in!!
As promised, an art giveaway to help with the mood and to give y'all a chance to get some free art from me!!! 😁
Thank you all so much for the support!! 💜🍄
January 23, 2025 at 1:12 PM
Congratulations on hitting 2k on here, legend!! ♥♥♥
Blaaaaaaaah I'm tired & frustrated. :c
January 2, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Blaaaaaaaah I'm tired & frustrated. :c
I love subconsciously stress eating q.q i never notice I've done it until I'm done doing it, either. Shit's a wild time lmao.
December 26, 2024 at 2:05 PM
I love subconsciously stress eating q.q i never notice I've done it until I'm done doing it, either. Shit's a wild time lmao.
Maybe I should've learned my place.
December 17, 2024 at 4:45 AM
Maybe I should've learned my place.
Not to be a sad bish on main, but I've just been getting waves of "I'm still single/by myself," and it really sucks to think about. I try not to think about it much, but the thoughts linger. I truly hope I can find someone, even perhaps "the one," in my new life & home.
Anyway, sadness over. Ily 💖
Anyway, sadness over. Ily 💖
December 15, 2024 at 11:47 AM
Not to be a sad bish on main, but I've just been getting waves of "I'm still single/by myself," and it really sucks to think about. I try not to think about it much, but the thoughts linger. I truly hope I can find someone, even perhaps "the one," in my new life & home.
Anyway, sadness over. Ily 💖
Anyway, sadness over. Ily 💖
Hair is a mess but I'll do a late #ffxivselfieday :'3...
December 15, 2024 at 1:35 AM
Hair is a mess but I'll do a late #ffxivselfieday :'3...
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Here I present; Corric [S]II, the [S]ync class golem, and the main character of my future comic 'Misericorde P.'!!
I've drawn him several times, but now he has an actual character sheet to refer to!! I'm so happy and hype to share this journey with y'all! 😁
#zweiart #oc #ocsky #misericordep #comic
I've drawn him several times, but now he has an actual character sheet to refer to!! I'm so happy and hype to share this journey with y'all! 😁
#zweiart #oc #ocsky #misericordep #comic
November 27, 2024 at 12:53 AM
Here I present; Corric [S]II, the [S]ync class golem, and the main character of my future comic 'Misericorde P.'!!
I've drawn him several times, but now he has an actual character sheet to refer to!! I'm so happy and hype to share this journey with y'all! 😁
#zweiart #oc #ocsky #misericordep #comic
I've drawn him several times, but now he has an actual character sheet to refer to!! I'm so happy and hype to share this journey with y'all! 😁
#zweiart #oc #ocsky #misericordep #comic
I can't wait to finally get to be social with people again. This new setup can't get here soon enough.
December 13, 2024 at 4:00 AM
I can't wait to finally get to be social with people again. This new setup can't get here soon enough.
For those who've been curious. I recently moved! I'm living with @conflicteddweet.bsky.social & @enbycryptidcats.bsky.social now. My radio silence has been bc I don't have a setup yet. It'll be another week yet. Ideally. I've been living on YouTube & just... dissociating mostly. Love you all. 💖
December 11, 2024 at 3:24 AM
For those who've been curious. I recently moved! I'm living with @conflicteddweet.bsky.social & @enbycryptidcats.bsky.social now. My radio silence has been bc I don't have a setup yet. It'll be another week yet. Ideally. I've been living on YouTube & just... dissociating mostly. Love you all. 💖
We're in our new home as of last night, but my poor kitties are still a bit shocked. Well, one of them is. The black cat is adjusting somewhat quickly, but my shy orange anxious baby is hiding from everything. Forcing food and water into him though so he can keep Well overall. Send good thoughts. 💖
December 6, 2024 at 8:10 PM
We're in our new home as of last night, but my poor kitties are still a bit shocked. Well, one of them is. The black cat is adjusting somewhat quickly, but my shy orange anxious baby is hiding from everything. Forcing food and water into him though so he can keep Well overall. Send good thoughts. 💖
Am I tired? Absolutely. Drained? That too. Ready to finish this move to pa with @conflicteddweet.bsky.social and live with @enbycryptidcats.bsky.social finally? Completely. Do I also have two cats in the truck with me while I sleep? Yes I refuse to leave them alone they're my babies shut up 😾💖
December 5, 2024 at 5:39 AM
Am I tired? Absolutely. Drained? That too. Ready to finish this move to pa with @conflicteddweet.bsky.social and live with @enbycryptidcats.bsky.social finally? Completely. Do I also have two cats in the truck with me while I sleep? Yes I refuse to leave them alone they're my babies shut up 😾💖