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♡ yvette; she/her/they/them; sapphic; 25 y.o. 🔞
♡ games, kpop, pj sekai, cyberpunk,
ttrpgs & music & yapping
♡ eng/ru/?? chaotic posting
♡ #FEARNOT
Castiel is my spirit animal
May 27, 2025 at 12:06 PM
I mean, it doesn't really count as a random person if I was friends with someone for ~5 years? But then suddenly was ghosted and dumped 🫠
I like talking to people, I'm just not able to make relationship... stick? Something always happens 😭
April 29, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Like, I graduate uni this summer. And then WHAT. Welcome to the world full of loneliness, you're an adult now, congratulations?
April 29, 2025 at 2:42 PM
I don't know what future holds for me, but it doesn't look too good right now. I'm too awkward, I'm not pretty or smart, how do I even present myself so don't come off as obnoxious or annoying... I never know what to do or what to say... I wish I was another person.
April 29, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Honestly, I'm really afraid of loneliness. I lived in a complete social isolation for a year once and it was horrifying. I think I still have some mental scars from this experience and it made me even more afraid of being on my own.
April 29, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Blue bird app is a hellhole, but at least it took me about a day to make my timeline consist only from cat videos and ttrpg stuff. Blue Sky still shows me a lot of strange things...
April 28, 2025 at 8:31 PM
/She desperately tries to make algorithm work for her, but fails miserably/
April 28, 2025 at 8:31 PM
I decided not to bother with it and just focus on my final papers... Depression is a bitch
April 28, 2025 at 5:16 PM
...I'll figure it out when I renew my sub some time in the future.
Well, at least I got some pretty clothes out of it.
April 25, 2025 at 10:39 PM
Ending it all kind if seems as a better option.
April 20, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Tbh I often question if I should even try to live this life or not. It's been getting worse and worse. And I don't want to see THE worst. Nothing's getting better, everything's fucked. And I'm just so unbearably tired and have nothing to live for.
April 20, 2025 at 12:02 AM
There is literally no way I'm getting a Masters degree. I can't. I have no money for it and no mental capacity.
I'm sick of all those dumb uni papers that have exactly 0 real value. No one will ever read this shit, but I still have to put my blood and tears into it.
April 19, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Recently I cry a lot because of those reasons. I'm scared and tired. And I don't know what to do. Should have been smarter 6 years ago. Getting into a uni abroad was probably my best option at getting a better life. And I couldn't do it because of the stupidest reason. Now I can only cry.
April 19, 2025 at 11:55 PM
I know that I have plans of my own to try and move to another country. But I have no idea when it'll be possible and IF it'll be possible at all 😔 I don't have any special qualifications and my "profession" sucks. I am so fucking scared all the time.
April 19, 2025 at 11:51 PM