Love, Emma
@emz1297.bsky.social
The title of my autobiography would read “Emma Swanson: a series of near-misses.”
Bibliophile, Feminist, Queer💜, TST Satanist 𖤐, Writer, Capricorn ♑️
Bibliophile, Feminist, Queer💜, TST Satanist 𖤐, Writer, Capricorn ♑️
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Love, Emma
@emz1297.bsky.social
· Nov 15
It feels as if my whole life is an endless decision between what I want and what I feel I can handle wanting but never having…
and then packing that wanting away into the farthest corner of my mind so that I can forget I ever had that feeling in the first place
and then packing that wanting away into the farthest corner of my mind so that I can forget I ever had that feeling in the first place
“‘Please’, he says, ‘please don’t shoot me for this.’”
Y’all, Shatter Me was released 15 years ago and this line still lives rent free in my head 🤍🩵🤍
Y’all, Shatter Me was released 15 years ago and this line still lives rent free in my head 🤍🩵🤍
February 10, 2026 at 5:15 AM
“‘Please’, he says, ‘please don’t shoot me for this.’”
Y’all, Shatter Me was released 15 years ago and this line still lives rent free in my head 🤍🩵🤍
Y’all, Shatter Me was released 15 years ago and this line still lives rent free in my head 🤍🩵🤍
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It becomes increasingly difficult every damn day to be able to stand anyone around me
January 26, 2026 at 5:36 AM
It becomes increasingly difficult every damn day to be able to stand anyone around me
I can’t promise you
I can’t promise you anything
I don’t want to disappoint… but I also don’t want to go on
I can’t promise you anything
I don’t want to disappoint… but I also don’t want to go on
December 30, 2025 at 5:05 AM
I can’t promise you
I can’t promise you anything
I don’t want to disappoint… but I also don’t want to go on
I can’t promise you anything
I don’t want to disappoint… but I also don’t want to go on
I just want oblivion
Please
Please
December 25, 2025 at 2:42 PM
I just want oblivion
Please
Please
I am but a bird with clipped wings 🪽 🥺
(Actually I’m just a girl with a casted leg and all I wanna do is walk) 😭😂
(Actually I’m just a girl with a casted leg and all I wanna do is walk) 😭😂
November 25, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I am but a bird with clipped wings 🪽 🥺
(Actually I’m just a girl with a casted leg and all I wanna do is walk) 😭😂
(Actually I’m just a girl with a casted leg and all I wanna do is walk) 😭😂
I swear if I have one more ridiculous hoop or obstacle before my final surgery I’m going to start screaming and never stop
November 11, 2025 at 12:23 AM
I swear if I have one more ridiculous hoop or obstacle before my final surgery I’m going to start screaming and never stop
Yo these opioid-backed nightmares are no joke 😭 I can’t wait to be done with pain meds, I don’t like unlocking new fears
November 9, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Yo these opioid-backed nightmares are no joke 😭 I can’t wait to be done with pain meds, I don’t like unlocking new fears
You know, as bad as it is waking up from surgery and hearing you’ll need another one… it is a really great feeling finally being coherent and hearing Zohran Mamdani won NYC 🗽🌃🏅
November 5, 2025 at 7:48 AM
You know, as bad as it is waking up from surgery and hearing you’ll need another one… it is a really great feeling finally being coherent and hearing Zohran Mamdani won NYC 🗽🌃🏅
It’s funny how music that you share with someone no longer in your life no longer seems to belong to you, only to those memories
November 3, 2025 at 4:30 PM
It’s funny how music that you share with someone no longer in your life no longer seems to belong to you, only to those memories
It’s so great playing the guessing Russian roulette game of guessing why your doctors do not want to treat you 🙃🙃
October 28, 2025 at 3:42 PM
It’s so great playing the guessing Russian roulette game of guessing why your doctors do not want to treat you 🙃🙃
I am just counting down the weeks until I’m finally in less pain, off these meds and can take a fucking edible again because my mind does not like it here
October 27, 2025 at 1:30 AM
I am just counting down the weeks until I’m finally in less pain, off these meds and can take a fucking edible again because my mind does not like it here
If I’m dead I can’t burden everyone anymore
October 21, 2025 at 11:57 PM
If I’m dead I can’t burden everyone anymore
Yall these fracture blisters are disgustingggggg
October 20, 2025 at 3:18 PM
Yall these fracture blisters are disgustingggggg
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I just wanna be a cat laying on a heater vent.
October 12, 2025 at 3:51 PM
I just wanna be a cat laying on a heater vent.
“After all when you were dying of thirst, it was the sip of water you dreamed about, not the whole damn reservoir”
October 5, 2025 at 11:27 PM
“After all when you were dying of thirst, it was the sip of water you dreamed about, not the whole damn reservoir”
How is anyone surviving with the constant onslaught of global horror and hopelessness? Every single day I almost end it all and I’m so tired
October 2, 2025 at 5:46 PM
How is anyone surviving with the constant onslaught of global horror and hopelessness? Every single day I almost end it all and I’m so tired
Keep wondering when life is going to be worth living
September 16, 2025 at 3:18 AM
Keep wondering when life is going to be worth living
Haunted, flawless
Aren’t you tired
Of being cautious?
Aren’t you tired
Of being cautious?
September 8, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Haunted, flawless
Aren’t you tired
Of being cautious?
Aren’t you tired
Of being cautious?
I’m so sick of always talking about it and nothing ever changes
August 27, 2025 at 12:19 AM
I’m so sick of always talking about it and nothing ever changes
I don’t need lectures in my dreams telling me I should be doing more, I know it, I hear it every damn day 😭😭
August 12, 2025 at 2:52 PM
I don’t need lectures in my dreams telling me I should be doing more, I know it, I hear it every damn day 😭😭
Omfg can’t a girl just get lobotomized or what? 😅😭
July 31, 2025 at 1:02 AM
Omfg can’t a girl just get lobotomized or what? 😅😭
Yes, I do want to go to bed at a reasonable time and get a good nights rest
Yes, I also know there is not enough sleep or drugs in the world that would let me wake up and not feel utterly exhausted on any given day 😅😭
Yes, I will be napping in my car on my lunch tomorrow
Yes, I also know there is not enough sleep or drugs in the world that would let me wake up and not feel utterly exhausted on any given day 😅😭
Yes, I will be napping in my car on my lunch tomorrow
July 29, 2025 at 3:13 AM
Yes, I do want to go to bed at a reasonable time and get a good nights rest
Yes, I also know there is not enough sleep or drugs in the world that would let me wake up and not feel utterly exhausted on any given day 😅😭
Yes, I will be napping in my car on my lunch tomorrow
Yes, I also know there is not enough sleep or drugs in the world that would let me wake up and not feel utterly exhausted on any given day 😅😭
Yes, I will be napping in my car on my lunch tomorrow
And to think I’ll never feel that kind of magic again
July 29, 2025 at 3:08 AM
And to think I’ll never feel that kind of magic again