Em
@emschaoticvoid.bsky.social
Queer, weird, and fueled by a mix of caffeine and spite
I fear I have become important at work 😭😭😭
September 7, 2025 at 4:13 AM
I fear I have become important at work 😭😭😭
I need to talk about my junior year of high school specifically gym 😂cuz why was watching biggest loser part of my curriculum (we had tests about the show)
May 24, 2025 at 7:38 AM
I need to talk about my junior year of high school specifically gym 😂cuz why was watching biggest loser part of my curriculum (we had tests about the show)
My adult thing is that I post yelp reviews but in the way that means I’m hyping up the servers and cashiers because I know how they push for surveys and reviews and good service always deserves hype
April 5, 2025 at 6:34 AM
My adult thing is that I post yelp reviews but in the way that means I’m hyping up the servers and cashiers because I know how they push for surveys and reviews and good service always deserves hype
Nothing makes me want to become a liar like being accused of lying when I’m telling the truth like fuck if I’m not going to be believed anyways why am I embarrassing myself with the truth
January 31, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Nothing makes me want to become a liar like being accused of lying when I’m telling the truth like fuck if I’m not going to be believed anyways why am I embarrassing myself with the truth
As a gift to myself I really want to buy some decent quality hoop earrings because I love wearing earrings especially hoops but the ones I have suck and irritate my ears (thanks teenage me for the Claire’s ear piercings) so I can’t really wear them for long and I want to wear them always
January 29, 2025 at 4:11 AM
As a gift to myself I really want to buy some decent quality hoop earrings because I love wearing earrings especially hoops but the ones I have suck and irritate my ears (thanks teenage me for the Claire’s ear piercings) so I can’t really wear them for long and I want to wear them always
I’ve spent the large majority of my life significantly mentally ill and that is an experience I don’t wish on anyone lightly. It also has taught me how to advocate for my rights in different situations.
January 25, 2025 at 8:17 AM
I’ve spent the large majority of my life significantly mentally ill and that is an experience I don’t wish on anyone lightly. It also has taught me how to advocate for my rights in different situations.
How do i tell the therapist who has helped me change my life in ways I didn’t know were possible that I think I’ve reached the end of how much he can help me. I am so grateful for his help and the way he has guided me to help myself over almost a decade of treatment.
January 25, 2025 at 7:45 AM
How do i tell the therapist who has helped me change my life in ways I didn’t know were possible that I think I’ve reached the end of how much he can help me. I am so grateful for his help and the way he has guided me to help myself over almost a decade of treatment.
I wish so often I could better speak on my own thoughts and perspectives.
January 17, 2025 at 10:08 AM
I wish so often I could better speak on my own thoughts and perspectives.
Having a supremely anxious people pleaser with significant self esteem and decision-making issues in charge of their own wedding planning is not turning out so well…I can’t wait to be his wife but fuck planning is aaaaassssssssss
January 17, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Having a supremely anxious people pleaser with significant self esteem and decision-making issues in charge of their own wedding planning is not turning out so well…I can’t wait to be his wife but fuck planning is aaaaassssssssss
Spending the majority of your life mentally ill is a really weird experience
January 17, 2025 at 9:58 AM
Spending the majority of your life mentally ill is a really weird experience
Since reaching my mid-late twenties, shaving has stopped being something I consider in my regular hygiene routine. Of course hygiene/cleanliness is important but the idea that having body hair makes me inherently less clean is stupid so I refuse to shave anything unless I truly want to.
January 17, 2025 at 9:57 AM
Since reaching my mid-late twenties, shaving has stopped being something I consider in my regular hygiene routine. Of course hygiene/cleanliness is important but the idea that having body hair makes me inherently less clean is stupid so I refuse to shave anything unless I truly want to.
What if i said his full name loudly and publicly. What if I said fuck the fear and just put him on blast regardless of the backlash. What if I find the backbone to speak my truth. What if I named the man who groomed me.
January 17, 2025 at 4:45 AM
What if i said his full name loudly and publicly. What if I said fuck the fear and just put him on blast regardless of the backlash. What if I find the backbone to speak my truth. What if I named the man who groomed me.
It’s a week into the year and all I’ve learned is that I’m somehow more anxious, more depressed, more healthy, more mature, and also more unhinged than before. What a fun mix.
January 8, 2025 at 10:55 AM
It’s a week into the year and all I’ve learned is that I’m somehow more anxious, more depressed, more healthy, more mature, and also more unhinged than before. What a fun mix.
I think one of my biggest flaws if giving too many fucks. I think 2025 needs to be the year I give less fucks. It’s time.
January 8, 2025 at 10:54 AM
I think one of my biggest flaws if giving too many fucks. I think 2025 needs to be the year I give less fucks. It’s time.
I am 0.0001 seconds away from doing a home hysterectomy if my period doesn’t CHILL. ITS DAY ONE OH MY FUCKING GOD
January 8, 2025 at 10:53 AM
I am 0.0001 seconds away from doing a home hysterectomy if my period doesn’t CHILL. ITS DAY ONE OH MY FUCKING GOD
I hate this bullshit
January 8, 2025 at 10:28 AM
I hate this bullshit
I’m caught in a constant cycle of being so tired I stop being tired and then become way too tired and then don’t feel tired but then suddenly I feel tired again.
January 4, 2025 at 9:06 AM
I’m caught in a constant cycle of being so tired I stop being tired and then become way too tired and then don’t feel tired but then suddenly I feel tired again.
I was supposed to crush it with driving service apps and delivery services during the time my work is closed and instead my mental health took a massive cliff dive and that plus other factors means I have to gather myself enough to return to work by next Sunday
January 4, 2025 at 9:03 AM
I was supposed to crush it with driving service apps and delivery services during the time my work is closed and instead my mental health took a massive cliff dive and that plus other factors means I have to gather myself enough to return to work by next Sunday
In some ways I miss being more visibly sick.
January 1, 2025 at 10:53 AM
In some ways I miss being more visibly sick.
New year, same fucking nonsense but also I’m still okay and not okay. Everything is fine. Work will probably be fine. Mental health is important and also hard as hell to manage sometimes.
I’m not sure how to explain to people that I’m okay but I’m not okay. I’m more safe and stable than I’ve been in at least a decade but I’m also riding a hell-born rollercoaster of healing that is a very rough ride and I hate it but I’m also glad I started the journey. Trauma therapy is a mixed bag.
January 1, 2025 at 10:51 AM
New year, same fucking nonsense but also I’m still okay and not okay. Everything is fine. Work will probably be fine. Mental health is important and also hard as hell to manage sometimes.
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January 1, 2025 at 10:50 AM
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December 19, 2024 at 9:14 AM
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I’m not sure how to explain to people that I’m okay but I’m not okay. I’m more safe and stable than I’ve been in at least a decade but I’m also riding a hell-born rollercoaster of healing that is a very rough ride and I hate it but I’m also glad I started the journey. Trauma therapy is a mixed bag.
December 18, 2024 at 10:02 AM
I’m not sure how to explain to people that I’m okay but I’m not okay. I’m more safe and stable than I’ve been in at least a decade but I’m also riding a hell-born rollercoaster of healing that is a very rough ride and I hate it but I’m also glad I started the journey. Trauma therapy is a mixed bag.
I struggle too hard with making decisions and phone calls to be planning my own wedding I need a wedding planner but fuck is that expensive
December 15, 2024 at 12:06 AM
I struggle too hard with making decisions and phone calls to be planning my own wedding I need a wedding planner but fuck is that expensive
Working in a kitchen/food service environment is always full of weirdness and stress and bullshit nonsense, regardless of the level of dining in question. Kitchen work is like working in a separate pocket dimension of insanity but also I find myself drawn to the chaos. Idk what that says about me.
December 14, 2024 at 7:21 AM
Working in a kitchen/food service environment is always full of weirdness and stress and bullshit nonsense, regardless of the level of dining in question. Kitchen work is like working in a separate pocket dimension of insanity but also I find myself drawn to the chaos. Idk what that says about me.