Also ignore when I say "I'm poob 2.0" bc I was overthink So will return whenever I finish the doc I'm doing

Is just as a oc creator I can have insecurities I been seen so much sh1t in internet nowdays nothing but 100% negatively and in youtube too like YouTube is now full of drama and I only got YouTube premium only for YouTube music

Like idk I'm scared people will compare me with vivziepop and thinks my ocs universe has too much Forced stuff included I have characters with mental disabilities to what if anti-lgbt people will harrass me and what if ableism people will harrass me to

Well we resolved private right now but I'm still not feel good bc I'm regretting my past mistakes and i feel like my ocs universe sucks like idk what will happend if my ocs universe become popular and lot of my ocs are lgbt+ (except the ones how are under 13 bc they don't have orientations)

Blusky can stop showing non-existed websites bc I try just write words anyways but...is the best if I leave my friend alone and maybe I should stop talk to them bc our friendship is on a limbo rn I made many mistakes and I try improving myself but I failed bc my stupid beviahor

I'm not seek for sympathy is just I feel I did nothing than mess up friendships due my beviahor struggles idk why I acted like this I feel like I'm not mature enough

The reason why I feel terrible bc I feel like I'm a terrible friend and I did nothing than becoming Partynoob 2.0 and I wish I never been annoying and i only caused problem to my friendship with a friend how now the friendship is on a limbo I won't explain more details for personal reasons

And nowadays is also happend to Mario madness bc the release of “better mods” when no mods aren’t better than each other ,potiential mods is made by passion and for fun not for popular fnf mods aren’t company games they passion projects pls understand that

Anyways I wanna yumeship myself with Handy despite I still like handy x petunia and Handy x Russell (rarepair)

If you like flippy x flaky you good as long if you don't mischaracterized them if you don't like it you also good as long if you don't bashed innocent people how likes it or worse harrass them

Also the FxF hate is becoming unnecessary bc if you don't like a popular ship just avoid it and move on don't make false accusations against the ship I dont mind if a ship become popular as long if not involved problematic topics I also support rarepairs to as long the non-problematic ones

But tbh I’m not of those people how likes check fyp I’m not fan of fyp tbh

Also im not against party beetle is just I im not Fan of it bc people been mischaracterized Poob as a stalker for pest or even maybe some people making pest as a abus3r to poob I guess I may be wrong