How much blood do you think is on this picture?

I love the way he looks at the bird. Like the bird had burned his hometown and murdered the citizens.

I'm so sorry you're going through this

Bc now, finally, I feel like I can do that. Like I can trust my own judgement and live my life as I see fit. Bc I'm all right as a person. My personality isn't and has never been a bad thing, like I believed.

Would like to be on my own. I used to have a pretty codependent relationship with mom, therapy helped, and this is the first time in my life when I get to try being alone. Idk how to explain that. I will resume our meeting, but I want to try this.

A quick update, she and I talked it through and we're good. Really. She was sorry and explained what she'd thought of the situation and how she'd been trying to help. I said how I had taken it. It's all fine now, but I'm taking a break. I need to heal and rest a bit, but I also want to try what it+

Btw thank you for going through my therapeutic process under a post about Will Graham. It's a good place to be

Can't blame her for having her own opinion and not dropping a discussion I started. But she was too pushy and also... well... the session is in 2 hours and I'm scared. I was nauseous the bigger part of the day. So sth is off, but Idk whether it might be fixed.

I agree in general, but in this case I'm trying to be careful, bc I'm upset, and when I'm upset, it's easy for me to suddenly exaggerate the amount/severity of problems and also see myself as better than I was. Besides, I was usually the one starting a discussion about a principle and I guess I+

Sleazy wordplay is the best, though💜 (although it's also the best as a torture tool, that's right)

Learned go take a breath and accept we had different opinions or that it would be best to drop a certain subject. I thought it was normal in therapy, but now I'm wondering.

The time when our relationship was very messy, when I brought up other things, in many cases I was the one more inclined to meet her in the middle. Not immediately and not happily, but I was the one more willing to entertain her ideas than she was willing to try out mine, and in some cases I+

Would even be seeing whether she wants to help me, I think she does. But after that situation I looked at our other interactions and I realised (although that realisation might be skewed by the fact I have been upset) that, while she gave me a lot of support in my arguments/issues with my mom at+

Thank you. I'm seeing her later today, we will see how it goes. I think she will try, though, bc I don't think she didn't try even then. But it looks like somehow, after 2 years, she still had a very wrong idea about what I personally find helpful (bc people cope differently). So idk how much of it+