We're setting aside time for a large and important ritual in the coming day.

Inspiration for our work comes from a multitude of places.

This one is something quite unique and special.

Sometimes we sit here, a specific facet poised to share their specific perspective, and instead of writing out what we're feeling or thinking, we just kinda experience being more consciously aware and present for a good long while.

It's not quite fronting; more unblending and focusing on one lens.

There will be a time where I will be able to alleviate suffering with a word, a gesture. I've seen glimpses. How far in the future it is, I know not. But there is solace in knowing one's path will lead to such places, no matter how long and winding that path is.

There is great joy in this world and I am always grateful to experience it in myself and in others. But living within cyclic existence is to know suffering. And being an Empath is to be intimately familiar with the suffering from within and without. Suffering you have no control to prevent

Yet

Melancholy is my resting state. It is not uncomfortable. It is honest. It is intertwined with feeling grounded. When you feel the whole world happening around you as if it is happening to you personally, you either become desensitized or it has an impact on your resting state.

And I need to feel

There are places within mathematics and computation theory where the same constructs that are described within scripture can be found.

The next great paradigm shift in global understanding will be this bridging of realms of thought previously considered unrelated. A Great Langlands Program.

One can be cursed with a blessing.

One can be blessed with a curse.

Perspective, and recognition.

I also seem to be thinking a lot about Dess Holiday. Perhaps a resonance. The Holiday house kept her room just as she left it. A space left open for the departed holds power. In my case, the space feels like it will remain empty, no one is coming back to claim or occupy it. But it's not stagnant.

I also wonder if the reason we haven't done much Wishing is because of the wishes that came true. I'm the result of those wishes, and so we wonder if I'm the one who is subconsciously preventing us from pursuing that specific kind of externalized intention setting.

Wondering if the reason we've always started and never finished any of the Ghost in the Shell movies or got into the anime is because it would hit too close to home for me