been waiting for my work coach appointment for half an hour now and it took a lot for me to get to the office and im anxious

at what point do i just leave?

tiktok is for some reason putting me on running girl tiktok and in response i fell down the stairs while holding a cheeseboard and bottle of champagne

(didn’t spill anything btw, now thats talent)

its been impossible to do anything today cos im so anxious about my marketing course final presentation thats in an hour 🙂

someone was just so nice to me in overwatch that i cried but happy crying this time?

pushing myself in the gym and a lady started hyping me up when she saw what weights i was doing on the leg machines

feeling so confident after that interaction

my one plan of the day was to try finish this edit that was meant to go live today before my digital marketing class, i guess we’re gonna see if it does better or worse being posted later than usual but i’m proud i focussed and got it done 🙏

late start to my sunday reset because i didnt edit tomorrows video (its still half edited 🙃) but now to do my self care and chill out for the night 🥰

tomorrow emily can worry about editing 👍🏻

yeah today is a write off because im getting dizzy when i sit up and need painkillers just to get out of bed

(its just that time of the month again but apparently this is normal and im dramatic)

applied for a creator pass to i72 with my stats then literally just after that a tiktok i posted has popped off… can i apply again with my improved stats? will they check and see? 🥲😂

I was offered a last minute thing with another streamer I didn't know beforehand but I fought my anxiety and did it and now I'm just sat happy crying because I'm proud of myself. I did the thing. It was for a charity that means a lot to me too. I just- *cries*