I don't think I could see myself in a relationship with a cis lady though I see myself with a trans-fem gal or a dude or one of them nb folk.

I wanna wear different outfits but I'm irrationally scared of change.

Sometimes I sit waiting for anything but most of the time I get nothing.

I cry easily, If someone I'm close to raises their voice at me I'm in tears instantly and wishing I didn't make them angry.

Sometimes I feel like I'm in a state of nothing, where I have nothing I need to do and I also have things I need to do but cant do them.

Its awful