She has SUCH a bad life with us, my my 😂

Just last year she broke a rope because of hunters + cool weather and I had to go catch her down the road 🤣

For real though, I love these kind of walks. She's been in surgery 2 months back, so I am happy to have her here still.

Thank you! I am also so proud of this one (even the wall xD) 😊

Either way, I hope you are feeling better as well! We'll just keep trying what we can with what we have been given by life (and enjoying our fandom and artistic spaces, where there is joy 😁)

And it's not that I'm not happy for her. It's that it's yet another thing she has luck with in her life only because she doesn't have any of the anxiety issues I have struggled with all my 27 years of it. I am facing a constant battle of like... deep personal wants and the current 'safer' situation.

My years younger sister started dating some wealthy guy with a whole future house she'll have for herself 5 days a week, and I wanna be so happy but all my emotions have me on the brink of tears whenever it comes up in the house. Ugh.

Thank you! It sucks, a lot, especially knowing full well you want to just be 'normal' and functioning and social in society as expected but it just doesn't happen naturally and people are gonna be weird about it no matter what.

Yeah, I've seen others struggling with it as well (writers mainly). And I know it's not bad to choose a bit of distance of course. I'm getting used to a lot of things. Good things. FINALLY, some good things. I just need actual time on my hands to be able to participate in... anything really atm.

Thank you! I'm happy with this style as well, kind of in the middle of the canon poofyness and a realistic twist 😁.

It's alright, just a biiit more, I'll get there. It's just annoying when I wanna do serious things in the fandom and for others and I think about it all day... but I just don't have the mental energy left in the evening despite loving and wanting it so much and I just can't sit for it and focus 😐.

It could be such a good crossover

archiveofourown.org/works/599350...
This is the one. It's not much yet, but the story is so much longer, I really need to cut that back xD.

It is so lovely how the intensity levels can vary depending on the situation these two are in and it rerely feels off to me. Soft? Rougher? In-between? Everything goes.

Thanks Slady! It means a ton! I have come to like it as well for the best part. I looked back at some of my earliest tmnt art this year (Sept/Oct 2023) and uhh... I am glad to see I have improved a bit since then 😆

These kind of cinematic, expressive poses are some of my favorites to draw.

I don't know. There were a whole bunch of new nsfw creators at the time and I thought I might actually get some more friends amongst the few I followed or liked, but nope. Oh well. I much rather have actually interested mutuals. Not really a loss, in hindsight.
Got some art ideas. For some day xD

Yeah, I meant to upload this when that was finished, but am slow on the fic part. I have 1 chapter out on AO3 but I feel like my 6 planned is too many and probably want 2 or 3 at most. This is another ApritelloKinktober piece I did (for the tentacle prompt, something special, I like rare things).