BUT ALSO

I got SUPER lucky that my Amazon order wasn't one of the ones that got cancelled even though I ordered mine in November?

🙏🏼🖤✨️

also thank goodness this target opened at 8 am and that the order I had was at 7:30 so I made it to the target line with minutes to spare 😭

I would like to give a s/o to my manager who let me go to Target (which is thankfully & LITERALLY next door to us 😭)

There was a small line & everyone in line was so nice and friendly

Made friends with a mom behind me who waved bye to me when she drove off & I was walking back to my store lol 🖤✨️

AND THEN cue November, last month, and I left work early to go to urgent care because I felt off, turns out I was having symptoms OF A HEART ATTACK according to the ekg test they ran TWICE) got sent to the ER, ER wants me to follow up with my PCP ans my PCP refers me to a cardiologist 🧍🏻‍♀️

October rolls around and my Nana, who I literally was raised with and was very close to, passed away a few weeks before hers AND my birthday (her birthday was the 28th, I'm the 27th) so now its me crying randomly over my dog and Nana (who was the only grandparent I knew my whole life)

I get my old job back at a restaurant and then get my previous position of catering lead back, but they only hire me when it's a two person job, so I'm always stressed, running around, and start hating my job and manager who is lazy and negligent

Started off the year on unemployment because I was fired for the first time ever, was living off a meager unemployment sum... the second month into the year, my baby, who was my soul dog, died suddenly when she had no prior issues 😔

I'm not joking when I say I'm in a closet at work

I got both her RE2 and RE4 Remake outfits ans they finally shipped 😭🙏🏼

I also got heels for her RE2 outfit but I might get another pair I feel like they're too low and I wanna slay