I only realize this weeks later, after I haven't liked them for a long time, but I try to remember it better in the future and understand what exactly I don't like about someone and whether that's the reason for it

i think if it weren't for the money, i wouldn't be so crushed by anxiety and would want to go out and experience things

Maybe realizing that things aren't really improving will give me the peace of mind I so desperately need

I'm at my peak (which is funny and sad in equal measure, considering my and the overall situation)

not in a depressive way, more of a routine/daily life thing