maybe its naive but i really do think that once freed from the butchered coercion of capitalist society most ppl in cities could figure out how to build new collective ecologies, food systems and culture ways that aren't the current death cult. it would be hard obvi but idk i truly believe in it

i vibe with the poetic feralness of a lot of anti-civ writing / half my friends id this way and i obvi wanna abolish western colonial civ / extractive fossil fuels racial capitalism society BUT idk i love cities

i housed her twice, bought her a van to live in, gave her thousands of dollars and tried my hardest but she still ended up in the streets. once i had a kid i felt like i needed stronger boundaries w her but kept giving her money and clothes whenever i saw her. but after i moved we lost irl contact